1 00:01:14,451 --> 00:01:16,286 I love to fly. 2 00:01:18,037 --> 00:01:19,748 It's just you're alone. 3 00:01:19,831 --> 00:01:22,041 You have peace and quiet. 4 00:01:22,125 --> 00:01:25,253 Nothing around you but clear blue sky. 5 00:01:27,672 --> 00:01:29,048 No one to hassle you. 6 00:01:29,132 --> 00:01:32,135 No one to tell you where to go or what to do. 7 00:01:35,180 --> 00:01:37,432 The only bad part about flying 8 00:01:37,515 --> 00:01:40,769 is having to come back down to the fucking world. 9 00:02:36,950 --> 00:02:40,328 Spare some change, ma'am, so me and my father can get something to eat? 10 00:02:40,411 --> 00:02:42,580 - No, I don't, son. - All right. 11 00:02:42,664 --> 00:02:44,249 Why not say you're my father, man? 12 00:02:44,332 --> 00:02:46,167 - No. - All right, then get lost. 13 00:02:46,251 --> 00:02:47,293 I gotta make some money. 14 00:02:48,419 --> 00:02:50,755 Living downtown, a typical day was 15 00:02:50,839 --> 00:02:53,091 I'd get up at 12:00, 16 00:02:53,174 --> 00:02:56,678 um, take a shower, get something to eat. 17 00:02:56,761 --> 00:02:59,138 Then 3:00, I was on my robbing streak. 18 00:02:59,222 --> 00:03:01,808 Start robbing people until 6:00, 7:00. 19 00:03:01,891 --> 00:03:02,892 Spare some change, sir? 20 00:03:02,976 --> 00:03:07,063 Then I'd go get my drugs, get my food. 21 00:03:07,146 --> 00:03:09,858 Get my - Whoever I was gonna sleep with for that night. 22 00:03:09,941 --> 00:03:10,942 What's up, what's up? 23 00:03:11,025 --> 00:03:12,485 - Not much. - Spare some change? 24 00:03:12,569 --> 00:03:14,654 - Hell no. - Let me get a kiss. 25 00:03:14,737 --> 00:03:17,073 - Hell no. - Oh, well. Life's hard. 26 00:03:17,156 --> 00:03:19,325 Party until 12:00. 27 00:03:19,409 --> 00:03:21,953 Then everybody would turn in and stuff. 28 00:04:05,038 --> 00:04:07,582 Oh, that I have. But I don't want to give it up. 29 00:04:07,665 --> 00:04:08,875 - Give it up! - No! 30 00:04:26,267 --> 00:04:28,770 Look at that bleached blonde. 31 00:04:37,862 --> 00:04:39,364 Look, dogs. 32 00:04:39,447 --> 00:04:41,324 What? Dogs? 33 00:04:41,407 --> 00:04:44,202 Does she live on a farm, or what? Fifteen dogs? 34 00:05:50,309 --> 00:05:52,937 Sir, you wouldn't be able to spare a little bit of change? 35 00:05:53,021 --> 00:05:55,398 - No. - Not at all, huh? 36 00:05:55,481 --> 00:05:57,734 You know you're a fucking dick? 37 00:05:58,735 --> 00:06:01,404 I wasn't even thinking about running away or nothing, 38 00:06:01,487 --> 00:06:06,909 you know, but, uh, my dad once told me, if I ever got caught selling pot, 39 00:06:06,993 --> 00:06:09,912 never come home 'cause he'd kill me. 40 00:06:09,996 --> 00:06:12,623 So when it all came down, 41 00:06:12,707 --> 00:06:14,834 I just said, "Oh, well." 42 00:06:18,588 --> 00:06:20,590 I never miss my mom and dad. 43 00:06:20,673 --> 00:06:24,135 They're just part of my past now, the way I look at it. 44 00:06:24,218 --> 00:06:26,471 - Rat, you going with her? - What? Where? 45 00:06:26,554 --> 00:06:29,557 - You going with her? - Who, her? This is my old lady here. 46 00:06:29,640 --> 00:06:31,934 - Why? - Where you be living at? 47 00:06:32,018 --> 00:06:34,687 I be living at the. 48 00:06:35,521 --> 00:06:38,191 There's this old abandoned hotel, 49 00:06:38,274 --> 00:06:42,028 and we took all the furniture we could find in all the different rooms 50 00:06:42,111 --> 00:06:44,363 and put it all in this one room. 51 00:06:46,407 --> 00:06:49,077 And we'd just carry water up in these gallon jugs 52 00:06:49,160 --> 00:06:52,580 'cause it didn't have no water or electricity. 53 00:06:52,663 --> 00:06:57,585 And we'd just shower down at this place called the Compass on Washington Avenue 54 00:06:57,668 --> 00:06:59,003 for 50 cents 55 00:06:59,087 --> 00:07:02,131 and do our laundry in the laundromat and whatever it took. 56 00:07:02,215 --> 00:07:04,592 You know, it was pretty easy, actually. 57 00:07:06,844 --> 00:07:09,722 Smash, bang, crash 'em up. 58 00:07:10,389 --> 00:07:13,935 And then me and Jack just started hanging out together. 59 00:07:15,103 --> 00:07:19,524 I would never have even thought about catching the train, except for Jack. 60 00:07:19,607 --> 00:07:21,818 He showed me the ways of the trains... 61 00:07:21,901 --> 00:07:23,861 How they run, where they go. 62 00:07:24,570 --> 00:07:28,866 And Jack taught us you can tell the main track because it sits highest. 63 00:07:28,950 --> 00:07:31,077 They got, like, a gravel mound, 64 00:07:31,160 --> 00:07:34,539 and it will sit higher than all the rest of the track. 65 00:07:34,622 --> 00:07:38,918 And then you just look north, and that's toward the north yard. 66 00:07:39,001 --> 00:07:41,337 Then you just count three tracks over to your right. 67 00:07:41,420 --> 00:07:44,757 And, you know, we'd just jump on a train and be on our way. 68 00:07:57,061 --> 00:08:01,649 I want to be really rich and live on a farm 69 00:08:01,732 --> 00:08:04,068 with a bunch of horses, 70 00:08:04,152 --> 00:08:06,779 which is my main best animal, 71 00:08:06,863 --> 00:08:10,199 and have three yachts or more 72 00:08:10,283 --> 00:08:13,828 and diamonds and jewels and all that stuff. 73 00:08:18,207 --> 00:08:20,293 So you don't have any symptoms right now? 74 00:08:20,376 --> 00:08:21,752 I don't think so. 75 00:08:21,836 --> 00:08:25,006 But you do have some concern 76 00:08:25,089 --> 00:08:27,592 that you might have a sexually transmitted disease? 77 00:08:27,675 --> 00:08:29,427 Mm-hmm. Nothing serious. 78 00:08:29,510 --> 00:08:32,513 It might just be trichomoniasis again. I don't know. 79 00:08:32,597 --> 00:08:34,932 Uh-huh. You ever have one before? 80 00:08:35,016 --> 00:08:36,517 What did you have? 81 00:08:36,601 --> 00:08:39,937 I've had chlamydia, trichomoniasis and gonorrhea. 82 00:08:40,021 --> 00:08:41,564 That's quite a bit. 83 00:08:41,647 --> 00:08:45,359 I think it is very strange that older men like little girls, 84 00:08:45,443 --> 00:08:47,361 'cause they're perverts is what they is. 85 00:08:47,445 --> 00:08:50,323 I mean, I like the money, but I don't like them. 86 00:08:50,406 --> 00:08:54,035 You've been sexually active since the time that you were treated? 87 00:08:54,118 --> 00:08:57,205 - What do you mean by that? - Oh, good question. 88 00:08:57,288 --> 00:09:02,210 Have you had sex with anyone since you were treated in Portland? 89 00:09:02,293 --> 00:09:05,213 - No, just dates. - And -. 90 00:09:05,296 --> 00:09:10,468 The first date I turned was about two Thursdays ago. 91 00:09:10,551 --> 00:09:13,137 Then I turned another one on a Friday. 92 00:09:13,221 --> 00:09:15,640 Some dates are - are nice, 93 00:09:15,723 --> 00:09:18,142 and some of them, the young ones, are really cute, 94 00:09:18,226 --> 00:09:21,103 but I don't want to be interested in them. 95 00:09:21,187 --> 00:09:23,439 Except for the money, that's it. 96 00:09:26,275 --> 00:09:28,569 Man, killer "doob-wah." 97 00:09:28,653 --> 00:09:31,989 When we'd get, uh, real low on money, 98 00:09:32,907 --> 00:09:37,370 I'd take Mike's .45, because I'd sold my .38, 99 00:09:37,453 --> 00:09:39,664 and I'd go roll a queer. 100 00:09:41,749 --> 00:09:43,542 Tastes like Colombian to me. 101 00:09:43,626 --> 00:09:45,711 Ain't that bud that's going around, that's for sure. 102 00:09:45,795 --> 00:09:49,131 Oh, no way. You gotta buy that stuff in grams. 103 00:09:49,215 --> 00:09:50,883 I think it went out. 104 00:09:51,717 --> 00:09:53,552 - What did? - Oh, I guess not. 105 00:09:53,636 --> 00:09:56,931 You know Alan and that guy he was running around with? 106 00:09:57,014 --> 00:10:00,268 He had us walking around Mount Vernon for two days 107 00:10:00,351 --> 00:10:04,188 looking for this queer that turned him on to all this procaine. 108 00:10:04,272 --> 00:10:07,733 You know, we was gonna go and live in his house for a day, 109 00:10:07,817 --> 00:10:10,027 and when he went to bed we was gonna tie him up, 110 00:10:10,111 --> 00:10:12,822 you know, take all his money he had in his wall safe, 111 00:10:12,905 --> 00:10:16,200 all his procaine and all his marijuana and stuff he had. 112 00:10:16,284 --> 00:10:19,036 We walked around Mount Vernon for two days looking for this guy. 113 00:10:19,120 --> 00:10:22,373 - Yeah, he was telling me about that. - I finally told Alan and his friend, 114 00:10:22,456 --> 00:10:24,083 I told him, "Fuck off, man." 115 00:10:24,166 --> 00:10:27,586 Me and Mike got on the freeway and hitchhiked up there to Bellingham. 116 00:10:27,670 --> 00:10:30,548 That's when you had all them fucking keys and the cops was asking you -. 117 00:10:30,631 --> 00:10:31,632 Yeah! 118 00:10:31,716 --> 00:10:34,051 What happened to that Burlington Northern key? 119 00:10:34,969 --> 00:10:36,887 My mom's got all my keys. 120 00:10:36,971 --> 00:10:38,681 Just a little bit? 121 00:10:39,849 --> 00:10:40,975 Spare some change? 122 00:10:41,058 --> 00:10:44,061 - You know I can't spare no change. - Come on, man. I'm poor. 123 00:10:44,145 --> 00:10:47,189 Excuse me, sir. Can you spare a little bit of change? 124 00:10:47,273 --> 00:10:51,777 I used to at least bring in $300, $400. 125 00:10:51,861 --> 00:10:54,363 For a blowjob, it would be 30 on up. 126 00:10:54,447 --> 00:10:57,158 And for a lay, it would be, like, 40 on up. 127 00:10:57,241 --> 00:11:00,244 Most of these veterinarian hos would charge more than, 128 00:11:00,328 --> 00:11:02,288 you know, us little kids do. 129 00:11:02,371 --> 00:11:04,999 Isn't it after every two weeks you can get pregnant? 130 00:11:05,082 --> 00:11:08,127 After your period, every two weeks? 131 00:11:08,210 --> 00:11:13,341 You can get pregnant anytime during your cycle. 132 00:11:13,424 --> 00:11:16,594 A person can even get pregnant when she's having her period. 133 00:11:16,677 --> 00:11:18,387 It's not as likely. 134 00:11:18,471 --> 00:11:21,682 Okay, because I pulled a date and didn't use a rubber, 135 00:11:21,766 --> 00:11:24,477 'cause he said he didn't use them, so... 136 00:11:24,560 --> 00:11:27,313 How often do you usually have your periods? 137 00:11:27,396 --> 00:11:28,773 Every four weeks. 138 00:11:28,856 --> 00:11:31,233 Mm-hmm. They come pretty regular? 139 00:11:31,317 --> 00:11:33,569 Well, I just started in August. 140 00:11:33,652 --> 00:11:36,280 - Just in August? - August 17th. 141 00:11:36,364 --> 00:11:39,033 So you'd only had the one in August? 142 00:11:39,116 --> 00:11:42,244 And the one in September. 143 00:11:42,328 --> 00:11:45,122 Uh-huh. Okay, so you've barely begun. 144 00:11:45,206 --> 00:11:48,918 Did you ever have periods before then? 145 00:11:49,001 --> 00:11:51,587 - You're how old? - Fourteen. 146 00:11:53,881 --> 00:11:56,550 And how would you feel about being pregnant? 147 00:11:56,634 --> 00:11:58,344 - I want a baby. - You do? 148 00:11:58,427 --> 00:12:00,221 But not by no trick, though. 149 00:12:00,888 --> 00:12:03,557 But if you're pregnant right now, 150 00:12:03,641 --> 00:12:06,560 then it would be a pregnancy by a trick. 151 00:12:08,062 --> 00:12:11,690 And what's your feeling about being pregnant, if you are, 152 00:12:11,774 --> 00:12:13,943 if a trick is the father? 153 00:12:14,026 --> 00:12:15,861 Well, I'm not getting an abortion. 154 00:12:15,945 --> 00:12:17,780 - You might? - No, I won't. 155 00:12:17,863 --> 00:12:20,408 Oh, you would not get an abortion? 156 00:12:20,491 --> 00:12:22,034 I don't believe in it. 157 00:12:22,868 --> 00:12:25,037 And tell me about that. Why don't -. 158 00:12:25,121 --> 00:12:27,748 What's your feeling about abortion? 159 00:12:27,832 --> 00:12:30,835 Because it's like you're murdering somebody. 160 00:12:30,918 --> 00:12:33,462 Murd - I can't pronounce the word. 161 00:12:33,546 --> 00:12:36,632 But it's, like, it's a little baby inside you, and you're just killing it. 162 00:12:36,715 --> 00:12:38,259 And that's not fair to the baby. 163 00:12:38,342 --> 00:12:40,886 I mean, it's not the baby's fault. You know what I mean? 164 00:12:40,970 --> 00:12:43,013 So that would not be a choice for you? 165 00:12:46,851 --> 00:12:48,519 So, you want to put your feet up? 166 00:12:50,020 --> 00:12:51,700 Let's slide these things out a little bit. 167 00:12:51,772 --> 00:12:53,023 Oh, man. 168 00:12:55,734 --> 00:12:57,153 This one's stuck. 169 00:12:57,987 --> 00:13:01,157 - Okay. Slide your bottom all the way down. - My blanket's falling. 170 00:13:01,240 --> 00:13:02,950 A little bit farther until you can feel me. 171 00:13:03,033 --> 00:13:04,910 Okay, that's good. Just like that. 172 00:13:04,994 --> 00:13:07,913 I mean, I used to turn dates lots and lots of times. 173 00:13:07,997 --> 00:13:11,417 Just about every day I'd be pulling dates, 174 00:13:11,500 --> 00:13:13,544 day and night, day and night. 175 00:13:13,627 --> 00:13:17,089 And then it's just, like, I got busted five times, 176 00:13:17,173 --> 00:13:19,925 so I don't pull dates that I don't know. 177 00:13:42,698 --> 00:13:45,701 Everybody say I did something when I wasn't nowhere the fuck around. 178 00:13:45,784 --> 00:13:49,538 - That's what she just got through saying. - Nobody else called the police. 179 00:13:50,247 --> 00:13:52,958 He sold me a gun, and it didn't work. 180 00:13:53,042 --> 00:13:56,837 I gave it to this other dude to shoot and it blew up in his hands. 181 00:13:56,921 --> 00:14:01,634 Hey, you wanna buy a knife off of me? I got two buck knives and a pig sticker. 182 00:14:01,717 --> 00:14:04,720 Homeboy handed it to me. I seen the bullets in it. 183 00:14:04,803 --> 00:14:06,805 I said, "Thanks for the gun." 184 00:14:06,889 --> 00:14:09,642 He said, "You ain't taking my gun." I said, "How come I ain't?" 185 00:14:22,696 --> 00:14:26,033 My mom, before she went on vacation, about 4:00 in the morning... 186 00:14:26,116 --> 00:14:29,203 They left Friday- She comes down and she wakes me up. 187 00:14:29,286 --> 00:14:31,664 She goes, "We're leaving now." And I go, "Yeah, yeah." 188 00:14:31,747 --> 00:14:33,749 It's 4:00 in the morning. "Yeah, bye." You know? 189 00:14:33,832 --> 00:14:36,418 And she goes, "I know that you're a prostitute and everything 190 00:14:36,502 --> 00:14:38,837 and I know what you're doing and I know you've got money." 191 00:14:38,921 --> 00:14:41,024 And I jumped up. I'm like, "Did you look in my purse?" 192 00:14:41,048 --> 00:14:45,553 And she goes, "No." And I go, "Mom, I am not. Just leave." 193 00:14:45,636 --> 00:14:48,389 She goes, "Fine. Thanks a lot. I'll remember this. 194 00:14:48,472 --> 00:14:52,977 All week, I'm going to be thinking about how much you love me and everything." 195 00:14:53,060 --> 00:14:55,020 I don't care. She doesn't care about me. 196 00:14:55,104 --> 00:14:57,273 She never did. She doesn't. 197 00:14:57,356 --> 00:14:59,149 Oh, well. 198 00:14:59,233 --> 00:15:01,235 My mama cares about me a lot. 199 00:15:01,318 --> 00:15:02,903 Where is she? Where's she live? 200 00:15:02,987 --> 00:15:06,282 She went to Eastern Washington, I think, for the weekend. 201 00:15:06,365 --> 00:15:08,242 That isn't even really my mom. I was adopted. 202 00:15:08,325 --> 00:15:10,005 I don't even know who my real parents are. 203 00:15:10,077 --> 00:15:11,912 I don't know if they're dead or alive or what. 204 00:15:11,996 --> 00:15:13,622 I'm gonna find out, though, when I'm 18. 205 00:15:13,706 --> 00:15:15,624 I can go through the court system and find out. 206 00:15:15,708 --> 00:15:19,712 But... I don't know. Sometimes it seems like a waste of time. 207 00:15:19,795 --> 00:15:21,714 If they didn't care enough to keep me, 208 00:15:21,797 --> 00:15:23,799 why should I care enough to find out who they are? 209 00:15:24,967 --> 00:15:27,469 Well, you know, they could be rich, though, right now. 210 00:15:27,553 --> 00:15:31,015 You know what I'm saying? Could be rich. Real rich. 211 00:15:31,098 --> 00:15:33,809 - Yeah. - But yet, they could be bums. 212 00:15:36,562 --> 00:15:39,565 My real dad, I've never known. 213 00:15:39,648 --> 00:15:43,694 He could be a guy that's really rich, driving a Mercedes, you know. 214 00:15:43,777 --> 00:15:46,697 Or he could be one of these bums on the street. 215 00:15:46,780 --> 00:15:49,700 I don't know. I really want to meet him. 216 00:15:49,783 --> 00:15:54,246 For all I know, you know, he could be one of these dates rolling around. 217 00:15:54,330 --> 00:15:56,707 I could have dated him, for all I know. 218 00:15:57,875 --> 00:16:00,628 What? 219 00:16:02,630 --> 00:16:04,089 Sarah, come here. 220 00:16:04,173 --> 00:16:06,258 Where's that one dude with the gun? 221 00:16:06,342 --> 00:16:09,511 Oh, he's in jail. He got busted. 222 00:16:09,595 --> 00:16:11,764 I'm gonna spare some change here. 223 00:16:11,847 --> 00:16:13,641 I love sparing change, man. 224 00:16:13,724 --> 00:16:16,143 - All right, let's go. - You hit the people on that side. 225 00:16:16,226 --> 00:16:18,187 - I'll hit them on this side. - All right. 226 00:16:18,270 --> 00:16:20,522 Ma'am, you wouldn't be willing to spare a little change? 227 00:16:20,606 --> 00:16:23,126 Excuse me, sir. Could you spare some change so me and my brother 228 00:16:23,192 --> 00:16:25,319 - can get something to eat? - Where's your brother? 229 00:16:25,402 --> 00:16:29,406 Right there. He's spare-changing too, so we can get some food. 230 00:16:29,490 --> 00:16:31,241 - That's for you. - How you doing? 231 00:16:31,325 --> 00:16:32,493 And this is for your brother. 232 00:16:32,576 --> 00:16:34,136 - Thank you very much. - Thank you, sir. 233 00:16:34,161 --> 00:16:38,332 Rat, his panhandling technique is a little on the rusty side. 234 00:16:38,415 --> 00:16:41,460 He's gotta take lessons from me. But me and him can make some good money. 235 00:16:41,543 --> 00:16:43,003 We did once or twice. 236 00:16:43,087 --> 00:16:45,089 All right. 237 00:16:45,964 --> 00:16:47,675 Your mom is where? 238 00:16:47,758 --> 00:16:50,636 I don't know. San Diego somewhere. My dad's in jail. 239 00:16:50,719 --> 00:16:53,681 - Life's a bitch, ain't it? - Are you originally here from Seattle? 240 00:16:53,764 --> 00:16:55,265 - Nope. - Where you from? 241 00:16:55,349 --> 00:16:58,394 Port Orchard. Well, Washington, yeah. 242 00:16:58,477 --> 00:17:00,312 Been in New York once. I left. 243 00:17:00,396 --> 00:17:02,940 I hitchhiked there, was there for an hour and left. 244 00:17:03,023 --> 00:17:04,024 Shit. 245 00:17:04,108 --> 00:17:06,193 - Redmond. - What jail is your dad in? 246 00:17:06,276 --> 00:17:09,071 King County, going up to Walla Walla State Penitentiary 247 00:17:09,154 --> 00:17:11,073 for burglary and attempted arson. 248 00:17:13,826 --> 00:17:18,247 So where you been living, before you lived in that - wherever you live at? 249 00:17:18,330 --> 00:17:21,208 - Oh, in that hotel? - Yeah. 250 00:17:21,291 --> 00:17:23,293 Is it seriously deserted? 251 00:17:23,377 --> 00:17:25,379 How long you been living there? 252 00:17:25,462 --> 00:17:29,466 Shit, since a month after I got here to Seattle. 253 00:17:29,550 --> 00:17:31,677 - Where are you from originally? - California. 254 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:34,179 - What part? - Sacramento. 255 00:17:34,263 --> 00:17:36,807 I went through there one time. It was bunk. 256 00:17:36,890 --> 00:17:40,269 I don't like Sacramento. I lived right on the outside of Sacramento. 257 00:17:40,352 --> 00:17:44,314 I went there and some faggot was trying to pick me up, but I robbed him for $150. 258 00:17:44,398 --> 00:17:45,899 - Really? - Yep. 259 00:17:45,983 --> 00:17:49,361 - Take his car too? - Hell no. I hitchhike. 260 00:17:49,445 --> 00:17:50,738 I love hitchhiking. 261 00:17:50,821 --> 00:17:53,532 Not in Seattle, though, 'cause the only ones that'll pick you up 262 00:17:53,615 --> 00:17:56,368 is hippies, stoners, or fine girls. 263 00:17:56,452 --> 00:17:58,787 I like the fine girls to pick me up. 264 00:17:58,871 --> 00:18:00,330 I just started doing this stuff. 265 00:18:00,414 --> 00:18:03,167 I never even thought of whoring before I got down here and then -. 266 00:18:03,250 --> 00:18:05,669 - You know Tracy? - Uh-huh. 267 00:18:05,753 --> 00:18:08,172 She used to live with me when she was a homegirl. 268 00:18:08,255 --> 00:18:11,091 She used to live with me because her parents kicked her out. 269 00:18:11,175 --> 00:18:13,385 Then she disappeared. She went downtown with Lorna. 270 00:18:13,469 --> 00:18:15,721 - You know Lorna? - Mm-hmm. 271 00:18:15,804 --> 00:18:18,348 Lorna came back up and said, you know, "Tracy's a ho now." 272 00:18:18,432 --> 00:18:20,058 So then I got really worried about her. 273 00:18:20,142 --> 00:18:22,394 I go, "I gotta get her. I can't let her do that stuff." 274 00:18:22,478 --> 00:18:24,938 'Cause I always heard bad things about, like, white slavery, 275 00:18:25,022 --> 00:18:26,231 that she's gonna get beat up. 276 00:18:26,315 --> 00:18:29,818 That's what scared me. So I thought, "I gotta come down here and get her out, 277 00:18:29,902 --> 00:18:31,487 whether I gotta kidnap her or what." 278 00:18:31,570 --> 00:18:33,739 I come down here, I see her, she goes, "It's great!" 279 00:18:33,822 --> 00:18:36,074 So I'm just going, "What? I heard you don't like it here, 280 00:18:36,158 --> 00:18:38,285 that you're getting beat up and raped and everything." 281 00:18:38,368 --> 00:18:41,079 "No, I'm - I'm making so much money, and it's so easy. 282 00:18:41,163 --> 00:18:43,415 The money comes so easy. It's great. You oughta do it." 283 00:18:43,499 --> 00:18:46,126 Then I go, "How much money do you make?" 284 00:18:46,210 --> 00:18:48,050 And she started naming off, and I just thought, 285 00:18:48,128 --> 00:18:50,088 "Wow! I think I'd better." 286 00:18:56,428 --> 00:18:57,846 Hi, Dan. 287 00:18:57,930 --> 00:18:59,723 This is Kimberly again. 288 00:18:59,807 --> 00:19:01,350 Yeah. 289 00:19:01,433 --> 00:19:04,895 So have you decided? Do you want a date tonight? 290 00:19:04,978 --> 00:19:08,440 Juan always be lettin' them broads wear his coats and shit. 291 00:19:09,399 --> 00:19:11,819 That bitch ain't gonna listen to him for long. 292 00:19:11,902 --> 00:19:14,404 She only break $30 wops. 293 00:19:16,657 --> 00:19:21,119 Floyd hit me so goddamn hard, man, when I woke up, man, it was dark. 294 00:19:21,203 --> 00:19:23,455 I had to ask people around me what had happened. 295 00:19:27,709 --> 00:19:30,295 He goes, "If anybody beats up on you, and I come and save you, 296 00:19:30,379 --> 00:19:32,089 that means you gotta work for me." 297 00:19:32,172 --> 00:19:35,259 I hope he doesn't get somebody to beat me up so I gotta work for him. 298 00:19:35,342 --> 00:19:38,846 What is you talkin' 'bout? I don't do nothing for free. I'm a pimp. 299 00:19:38,929 --> 00:19:42,057 He'll kill you. Okay? He'll ass-fuck you, fuck you in the ear, anything. 300 00:19:42,140 --> 00:19:44,434 - But I'm serious. Don't be with Patrice. - Who? 301 00:19:44,518 --> 00:19:49,773 I don't know about all that, but I know you're making a serious mistake. 302 00:19:50,482 --> 00:19:53,694 I'm gonna go out to those high schools and get me some fresh ones. 303 00:19:53,777 --> 00:19:56,655 He shoots up. He's a drug fiend. 304 00:19:56,738 --> 00:19:58,991 Well, what do you want to do? Who do you want to be with? 305 00:19:59,074 --> 00:20:01,594 I don't know. I'm confused. I don't know who's the right person. 306 00:20:01,660 --> 00:20:02,995 I just don't know. 307 00:20:03,078 --> 00:20:06,248 Oh, I know they know I'm fine. 308 00:20:06,331 --> 00:20:09,334 See you later... baby! 309 00:20:10,127 --> 00:20:12,045 Look, I'll tell you the truth, okay? 310 00:20:12,129 --> 00:20:13,964 And this is the honest truth. 311 00:20:14,047 --> 00:20:17,926 With me you'll be safer, happier... and richer. 312 00:20:18,010 --> 00:20:20,220 Hey, come here! Hey! 313 00:20:24,182 --> 00:20:25,309 Michelle! 314 00:20:25,392 --> 00:20:27,060 Girlfriend! 315 00:20:29,146 --> 00:20:31,940 He raped me last year when I first came downtown. 316 00:20:32,024 --> 00:20:35,068 He raped you? He raped me too. He took my money too. 317 00:20:35,152 --> 00:20:38,238 Up in the hotel. Came up there, told me he was gonna rob some dude. 318 00:20:38,322 --> 00:20:39,990 Oh, man. And he -. 319 00:20:40,073 --> 00:20:44,953 He took a fucking coat hanger and heated it up on the gas heater, 320 00:20:45,037 --> 00:20:48,081 said he was gonna beat me if I didn't take off my clothes. 321 00:20:48,165 --> 00:20:51,126 - I said, "I ain't taking off my clothes." - We're scaring her. 322 00:20:51,209 --> 00:20:53,187 - Is that what you want? - We don't mean to scare you. 323 00:20:53,211 --> 00:20:55,607 - Good. Scare her. Tell her the truth. - We're just telling you the truth. 324 00:20:55,631 --> 00:20:57,633 She's running from me. 325 00:20:57,716 --> 00:20:59,843 Look at her run from me. 326 00:20:59,927 --> 00:21:03,889 You get beat up, and some of these girls end up getting killed. 327 00:21:03,972 --> 00:21:06,409 What, you think I'm a bad guy? Is that why you wanna do something like that? 328 00:21:06,433 --> 00:21:08,101 No! 329 00:21:08,185 --> 00:21:09,686 No. 330 00:21:09,770 --> 00:21:12,773 Why-Wh-Why- Why would you even think I'd -. 331 00:21:12,856 --> 00:21:16,234 What would give you the audacity to even think of me like that? 332 00:21:17,653 --> 00:21:19,363 People get killed down here. 333 00:21:19,446 --> 00:21:21,740 They go to jail down here. 334 00:21:21,823 --> 00:21:24,242 Everything happens down here, and none of it's good. 335 00:21:24,326 --> 00:21:26,286 I haven't seen nobody get killed. 336 00:21:27,621 --> 00:21:30,415 I saw a guy get the shit get kicked out of him by three niggers 337 00:21:30,499 --> 00:21:34,252 over in front of TJ's this morning and get hauled off in the ambulance. 338 00:21:35,379 --> 00:21:36,797 He got the shit kicked out of him 339 00:21:36,880 --> 00:21:39,257 because he pulled a big old steak knife out on him. 340 00:21:40,801 --> 00:21:43,470 You missed that one here, but that was just this morning. 341 00:21:49,643 --> 00:21:52,062 So, who cares? I don't really care. 342 00:21:52,145 --> 00:21:53,855 Whatever happens happens. 343 00:22:29,975 --> 00:22:33,353 I should pass the word around. You're a snitch. 344 00:22:33,437 --> 00:22:36,523 - Chris, just leave me alone. - What you gonna do about it? 345 00:22:38,650 --> 00:22:40,027 I'm gonna quit. 346 00:22:43,155 --> 00:22:44,156 Snitch! 347 00:22:44,239 --> 00:22:46,908 Sorry, but I ain't no tramp, and I ain't a fucking snitch either! 348 00:22:46,992 --> 00:22:50,537 - Come over here and say it to my face! - I'm getting pissed. 349 00:23:02,924 --> 00:23:04,760 Um, no, don't take a message. 350 00:23:04,843 --> 00:23:07,929 Um, did he say what time he'd be back or anything? 351 00:23:08,597 --> 00:23:11,016 Okay, well, thanks anyways. 352 00:23:11,099 --> 00:23:12,184 Bye. 353 00:23:15,479 --> 00:23:17,731 There's nothing happening! 354 00:23:17,814 --> 00:23:19,691 He's cute! 355 00:23:19,775 --> 00:23:21,485 I ain't trying to get in nobody's business. 356 00:23:21,568 --> 00:23:24,172 I want you to call your man and tell your man I want to beat you up, 357 00:23:24,196 --> 00:23:27,365 but I want to talk to him first to let him know what's going on. 358 00:23:27,449 --> 00:23:29,367 'Cause he's streetwise like a motherfucker. 359 00:23:29,451 --> 00:23:31,703 If you're gonna be downtown, you're gonna be cool, 360 00:23:31,787 --> 00:23:35,207 you better learn the ways of the streets before you start hanging down there 361 00:23:35,290 --> 00:23:36,750 and doing shit like you're doing. 362 00:23:36,833 --> 00:23:40,045 We got five suspects caught, and he was one of 'em. 363 00:23:58,730 --> 00:24:00,482 You stupid -. 364 00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:14,788 What the hell... 365 00:24:48,613 --> 00:24:51,825 Up. Come on now, Jack. Let's go. 366 00:24:54,327 --> 00:24:56,454 Me and Jack are real good friends. 367 00:24:58,081 --> 00:25:00,750 He'll treat you right. He won't rip you off. 368 00:25:00,834 --> 00:25:04,588 You know, when your back is turned, he ain't gonna stab you. 369 00:25:06,214 --> 00:25:08,091 Shit! What is all this shit? 370 00:25:08,175 --> 00:25:10,218 I don't know, come on. 371 00:25:10,302 --> 00:25:13,180 You want a jacket? A leather jacket? 372 00:25:14,347 --> 00:25:16,892 No, it's full of grape jelly, man. 373 00:25:20,270 --> 00:25:22,355 What the hell's all the poundin'? 374 00:25:23,690 --> 00:25:26,151 - Well, this is a - - Chinese dumpster! 375 00:25:27,736 --> 00:25:31,364 When you get regular dumpsters - We call 'em regs... 376 00:25:31,448 --> 00:25:32,782 You go there every night. 377 00:25:32,866 --> 00:25:36,286 You check all these dumpsters, all these different places, 378 00:25:36,369 --> 00:25:38,788 and you can tell, because they're regs, 379 00:25:38,872 --> 00:25:42,792 what's been there last week and what was put in there that night. 380 00:25:42,876 --> 00:25:44,419 'Cause a lot of people say, 381 00:25:44,502 --> 00:25:47,881 "Well, shit, that shit could be a week old and you can't even tell." 382 00:25:47,964 --> 00:25:51,843 But you can because it's your reg. You know, it's your regular dumpster. 383 00:25:51,927 --> 00:25:54,679 - Look at this. - Oh, I think I hit the jackpot. 384 00:25:54,763 --> 00:25:56,264 Jesus Christ! 385 00:26:01,853 --> 00:26:03,730 This little boy is a love bird. 386 00:26:04,731 --> 00:26:07,692 Young, dumb, and full of cum. 387 00:26:07,776 --> 00:26:10,070 Ugh! You fool! 388 00:26:12,739 --> 00:26:16,034 Oh! Is he gonna kick his ass? He's gonna kick his ass. 389 00:26:17,285 --> 00:26:19,788 They both are! 390 00:26:19,955 --> 00:26:22,958 - I told her I'd give her even bus fare. - Really? 391 00:26:23,041 --> 00:26:25,752 I don't want to see her get beat up. She's too young. 392 00:26:25,835 --> 00:26:27,087 - What are you? - I'm 15. 393 00:26:27,170 --> 00:26:29,422 You ain't even 15. Don't tell me that. 394 00:26:29,506 --> 00:26:31,383 - You ain't 15. - Fuckin' next year -. 395 00:26:31,466 --> 00:26:32,884 - Bullshit! - Sixth of June, dear! 396 00:26:32,968 --> 00:26:34,552 Bullshit. You're talking shit. 397 00:26:34,636 --> 00:26:37,240 - How come you can't say it to my face? - I don't know what she's talkin' about. 398 00:26:37,264 --> 00:26:38,807 - You ain't 15. - You ready? 399 00:26:38,890 --> 00:26:40,392 - Look at me. - You ready? 400 00:26:40,475 --> 00:26:42,269 - You ain't 15. - You ready? 401 00:26:42,352 --> 00:26:44,062 - That's good. - That's good. 402 00:26:44,145 --> 00:26:47,148 She ain't 15. She gonna get you in trouble. 403 00:26:47,774 --> 00:26:49,818 I've talked kids into going home. 404 00:26:49,901 --> 00:26:53,071 They say 13'll get you 20! 405 00:26:53,154 --> 00:26:54,656 I help a lot of people out. 406 00:26:54,739 --> 00:26:56,908 Thirteen - Thirteen years old! 407 00:26:56,992 --> 00:27:00,328 I ain't gotta prove myself to show that I'm a girl. 408 00:27:01,288 --> 00:27:04,124 I've thought about not being a lesbian, 409 00:27:04,207 --> 00:27:07,294 but then every guy I've ever been with screwed me over anyway. 410 00:27:07,377 --> 00:27:10,797 I get along with straight people too. 411 00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:13,717 It's just most of them think because I'm gay, 412 00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:16,636 I'm trying to pick up on their girlfriends. 413 00:27:16,720 --> 00:27:20,348 To tell you the truth, I gotta like somebody a lot to even kiss 'em, 414 00:27:20,432 --> 00:27:22,058 to tell you the truth. 415 00:27:22,767 --> 00:27:25,437 See, I'm my own type of person. I am. 416 00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:27,647 I protect a lot of people. 417 00:27:27,731 --> 00:27:30,900 This bum was trying to feel on a friend of mine's chest. 418 00:27:30,984 --> 00:27:35,030 I literally walked up to him, made him come back and apologize to the girl. 419 00:27:35,113 --> 00:27:37,490 Because she's not public property. 420 00:27:37,574 --> 00:27:39,909 I could understand if it was a telephone pole or something. 421 00:27:39,993 --> 00:27:41,328 He could touch it then. 422 00:27:41,411 --> 00:27:44,748 It's just the way I am. I've been like that since I've been down here. 423 00:27:44,831 --> 00:27:46,791 'Cause nobody did nothing for me. 424 00:27:47,584 --> 00:27:51,379 So I made him come back and apologize and sent him on his way. 425 00:27:52,297 --> 00:27:54,841 I just told him, "Go on, man, get out of here." He left. 426 00:27:59,804 --> 00:28:03,016 Which means Washington weather should improve somewhat tonight. 427 00:28:03,099 --> 00:28:06,144 "Improve" if you don't like the rain, because the rain's gonna get worse. 428 00:28:06,227 --> 00:28:08,730 Temperatures will remain moderate statewide... 429 00:28:08,813 --> 00:28:13,234 She has grown up quite a bit since she's been on these streets. 430 00:28:13,318 --> 00:28:15,945 She's 14 going on 21. 431 00:28:16,029 --> 00:28:18,114 GE's new high-tech electronic dishwasher... 432 00:28:18,198 --> 00:28:20,325 Extra pickles too, Mom, please. 433 00:28:20,408 --> 00:28:22,118 Put extra pickle on that. 434 00:28:23,286 --> 00:28:25,205 Oh, when I was drinking, 435 00:28:25,288 --> 00:28:28,041 Erin and I used to get in some bad arguments. 436 00:28:28,124 --> 00:28:31,795 See, I could see it in her mind, she's thinking, "Oh, no, not again." 437 00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:34,881 You know I don't like mustard or ketchup. It's gross. 438 00:28:34,964 --> 00:28:37,467 Mmm! Thank you, Mom. 439 00:28:37,550 --> 00:28:39,594 I don't know why I started drinking. 440 00:28:39,677 --> 00:28:42,889 I think just 'cause of boredom half the time. 441 00:28:43,681 --> 00:28:44,933 I don't know. 442 00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:48,686 Too much juice! 443 00:28:53,691 --> 00:28:55,985 - Come on. Two more bites. - One more. 444 00:28:56,694 --> 00:28:58,238 I don't like the bread. 445 00:29:01,741 --> 00:29:03,451 See, I've had Erin all my life. 446 00:29:03,535 --> 00:29:06,579 I've had to bring her up myself and then... 447 00:29:06,663 --> 00:29:09,416 And then one day, I suddenly get married. 448 00:29:11,251 --> 00:29:15,964 And I think she likes Tom, but she just doesn't want to admit it. 449 00:29:17,465 --> 00:29:19,217 Feel like I'm pregnant. 450 00:29:19,300 --> 00:29:21,386 Oh, goodness. 451 00:29:25,849 --> 00:29:28,226 - Don't you have no whipping cream? - No. 452 00:29:29,561 --> 00:29:34,441 My fear is that someday I'm going to get a phone call or a knock on my door 453 00:29:34,524 --> 00:29:38,736 and it's - she's not gonna be there anymore. 454 00:29:45,034 --> 00:29:49,164 Hi, babies! Hi! 455 00:29:49,247 --> 00:29:52,584 We started living at Larry's a couple months ago 456 00:29:52,667 --> 00:29:57,172 because my mom and my dad had got kicked out of their apartment, 457 00:29:57,255 --> 00:29:59,632 and Larry offered them a place to stay. 458 00:29:59,716 --> 00:30:02,469 - Ow. Shit. - Erin. 459 00:30:02,552 --> 00:30:07,474 Naturally, you call somebody who marries your mother a dad. 460 00:30:07,557 --> 00:30:09,809 - Don't fall. - I won't. 461 00:30:09,893 --> 00:30:13,021 Sometimes he's an asshole. 462 00:30:13,104 --> 00:30:16,191 - But he's in the treatment center. - Puppas! 463 00:30:16,274 --> 00:30:19,986 He's gotta stay there for two months. 464 00:30:20,069 --> 00:30:22,363 Oh, for crying out loud. 465 00:30:22,447 --> 00:30:25,283 Damn dog. 466 00:30:25,366 --> 00:30:28,745 Quit pissing on the floor now. Look at this mess. 467 00:30:30,121 --> 00:30:31,831 Open the other door. 468 00:30:31,915 --> 00:30:35,168 Oh, for crying out... Damn that dog. 469 00:30:38,838 --> 00:30:41,090 Should've left her out. 470 00:30:43,092 --> 00:30:45,929 What happened to this house? I cleaned it. 471 00:30:46,012 --> 00:30:49,974 Oh. I'm gonna spray some deodorant around here. 472 00:30:50,058 --> 00:30:51,392 My book. 473 00:30:51,476 --> 00:30:53,770 Spray some Right Guard. 474 00:30:53,853 --> 00:30:55,855 Right Guard. 475 00:30:57,232 --> 00:30:59,984 Well, you wanted the dog, Erin. I didn't want her. 476 00:31:08,910 --> 00:31:10,662 I need more makeup, Mom. 477 00:31:12,080 --> 00:31:13,414 Well... 478 00:31:14,415 --> 00:31:17,669 - I wanted Cloudy Blue. - Yeah. 479 00:31:17,752 --> 00:31:19,587 Then I wanted Meadow Violets. 480 00:31:19,671 --> 00:31:21,339 - Yeah. - Then CI - Uh... 481 00:31:21,422 --> 00:31:25,093 She's always wanting this and wanting that. 482 00:31:25,176 --> 00:31:28,054 Now, when you're a waitress, you just don't make that much. 483 00:31:28,137 --> 00:31:33,059 I want these three frosts - Blue Flame, Flash of Blue, and Country Lavender. 484 00:31:33,142 --> 00:31:37,146 One day she come home, told me she'd made $200. 485 00:31:37,230 --> 00:31:39,315 I about fell off my chair. 486 00:31:39,399 --> 00:31:41,401 And here, I wanted The Best of Bronze. 487 00:31:41,484 --> 00:31:43,611 That costs too much. Look at the price on that. 488 00:31:43,695 --> 00:31:46,656 - Two for $4.99. - Oh, two. Oh. 489 00:31:46,739 --> 00:31:48,366 When Erin first told me about this, 490 00:31:48,449 --> 00:31:51,869 she thought I would be really angry with her and hate her, but I don't. 491 00:31:51,953 --> 00:31:53,955 You gonna need some money for the weekend? 492 00:31:54,038 --> 00:31:55,373 Yeah. 493 00:31:55,456 --> 00:31:59,043 It's just a phase she's going through right now. 494 00:31:59,127 --> 00:32:02,630 I can't stop her from doing this 'cause she's just gonna do it anyways. 495 00:32:02,714 --> 00:32:05,133 How much money can I get? 496 00:32:05,216 --> 00:32:07,218 - Why? - Just wondering. 497 00:32:07,302 --> 00:32:09,679 So you can spend it foolishly? 498 00:32:09,762 --> 00:32:11,848 Whatever. 499 00:32:11,931 --> 00:32:14,851 - Can I get 20? - No. 500 00:32:15,893 --> 00:32:18,187 - Ten? Fifteen. - No. 501 00:32:18,271 --> 00:32:20,106 - Ten? - Maybe. 502 00:32:20,732 --> 00:32:22,775 You're gonna be gone the whole weekend. 503 00:32:22,859 --> 00:32:25,320 - No. - I'm not gonna spend it on no dope. 504 00:32:25,403 --> 00:32:29,657 She's very bullheaded. She kinda resented me getting married. 505 00:32:29,741 --> 00:32:33,745 She and Tom, just - He tries to correct her. 506 00:32:33,828 --> 00:32:35,246 What? 507 00:32:35,330 --> 00:32:37,498 I was gonna say, you think I'd be getting that makeup 508 00:32:37,582 --> 00:32:40,376 by the end of this month or next month? 509 00:32:40,460 --> 00:32:44,047 Uh, probably about the 17th. 510 00:32:44,130 --> 00:32:46,883 - The 17th? - Of October, yeah. 511 00:32:46,966 --> 00:32:49,886 Isn't that the day you got married? 512 00:32:49,969 --> 00:32:52,597 Oh, yeah! How about that? 513 00:32:54,724 --> 00:32:56,643 He beats up on my mom. 514 00:32:56,726 --> 00:32:58,686 He broke her leg before. 515 00:32:58,770 --> 00:33:01,314 I betcha Dad's gonna start bitching at you, probably. 516 00:33:01,397 --> 00:33:03,399 No. About what? 517 00:33:04,442 --> 00:33:07,195 Probably wondering if you was sleeping with Larry or not. 518 00:33:07,278 --> 00:33:09,238 Oh, Erin! 519 00:33:09,322 --> 00:33:12,659 - I'm not saying you did. - For heaven's sakes. 520 00:33:12,742 --> 00:33:15,286 But that's what he's gonna start bitching at you about. 521 00:33:15,370 --> 00:33:16,537 He doesn't work. 522 00:33:16,621 --> 00:33:19,457 He depends on my mom a lot, which is not right. 523 00:33:19,540 --> 00:33:21,834 I think a man should support the woman. 524 00:33:21,918 --> 00:33:24,313 He says, "She doesn't have the money" and all this other shit. 525 00:33:24,337 --> 00:33:26,339 And I say, "It's because of you. 526 00:33:26,422 --> 00:33:30,718 Because you spend her money on beer, and she doesn't have time for me." 527 00:33:31,761 --> 00:33:35,014 Now my mom's in a mess she can't get out of. 528 00:33:35,098 --> 00:33:37,183 I feel really sorry for her. 529 00:33:38,810 --> 00:33:40,269 Be a year. 530 00:33:40,353 --> 00:33:42,730 Year has gone by fast, huh? 531 00:33:47,026 --> 00:33:48,111 Mom? 532 00:33:48,194 --> 00:33:50,113 Yes. 533 00:33:50,196 --> 00:33:52,031 Don't bug me... 534 00:33:52,115 --> 00:33:53,533 ...when I'm drinking. 535 00:34:26,983 --> 00:34:30,695 When I first ran away and came here to Seattle, 536 00:34:30,778 --> 00:34:35,074 I was tired of being the middle man between my mom and my dad's divorce. 537 00:34:36,492 --> 00:34:40,538 I told my mom when I called her about two weeks after I got here, 538 00:34:40,621 --> 00:34:43,541 you know, I was in trouble with the law, 539 00:34:43,624 --> 00:34:45,501 and she understood it, you know. 540 00:34:45,585 --> 00:34:48,838 She said, "All right, I'll see you when you're 18." 541 00:34:49,714 --> 00:34:50,923 And I said, "All right." 542 00:34:51,007 --> 00:34:55,094 And then about a month later I called her again and I said, 543 00:34:55,178 --> 00:34:57,263 "Hey, Mom, how's it going?" 544 00:34:57,346 --> 00:35:00,057 And she said, "Oh, it's awful. I'm broke. 545 00:35:00,141 --> 00:35:04,771 He's trying to drain me, trying to make my life miserable." 546 00:35:06,481 --> 00:35:11,194 And she started crying a lot and asking me to come home, 547 00:35:11,277 --> 00:35:13,571 and I just said, "Mom, I gotta go," and I hung up on her. 548 00:35:13,654 --> 00:35:16,783 Sir, you wouldn't have a dime, would you? I need to finish my laundry. 549 00:35:16,866 --> 00:35:20,536 And then I never called her again. I never wrote her a letter or nothing. 550 00:35:20,620 --> 00:35:22,747 I need to finish my laundry. I need one more dime. 551 00:35:22,830 --> 00:35:24,874 - Here you go, son. - Thanks a lot. 552 00:35:24,957 --> 00:35:26,584 Have a good day. 553 00:35:26,667 --> 00:35:28,628 Fuck it, you know. 554 00:35:28,711 --> 00:35:32,799 Let her think what she wants - I'm dead, whatever she wants to think. 555 00:35:32,882 --> 00:35:35,259 But I don't want to listen to her cry. 556 00:35:36,093 --> 00:35:38,179 Making me feel bad. 557 00:35:42,266 --> 00:35:45,311 That building at 1420 Second Avenue, 558 00:35:45,394 --> 00:35:47,855 by the grace of God, will be the new shelter 559 00:35:47,939 --> 00:35:52,944 that will sleep 200 men and 15 women and two families. 560 00:35:53,027 --> 00:35:56,989 And all we ask from you is one dollar. 561 00:35:57,073 --> 00:35:59,909 We don't ask for tens, twenties, and hundreds. 562 00:35:59,992 --> 00:36:03,579 But you let God move on you and you give one dollar, 563 00:36:03,663 --> 00:36:05,456 and God will bless you. 564 00:36:05,540 --> 00:36:09,126 For 14 years, I believed that God was dead! 565 00:36:09,210 --> 00:36:12,129 But I do not believe that anymore. 566 00:36:12,213 --> 00:36:15,383 Billy Graham convicted me when he pointed his finger right at me 567 00:36:15,466 --> 00:36:19,220 and said, "God wants you to serve him!" 568 00:36:19,303 --> 00:36:21,406 When you leave here, what you gonna do? You gonna go home. 569 00:36:21,430 --> 00:36:22,807 - Right, brother? - Sure am. 570 00:36:22,890 --> 00:36:25,601 Yeah, you're gonna go home, and you're gonna go into your big house, 571 00:36:25,685 --> 00:36:27,019 and get in your big bed, 572 00:36:27,103 --> 00:36:29,939 and sleep with your big wife, and all that there, brother. 573 00:36:30,022 --> 00:36:34,527 I'm gonna go to my house and I'm gonna pack food for tomorrow's food bank. 574 00:36:34,610 --> 00:36:36,696 - Okay, what religion are you? - I'm Pentecostal. 575 00:36:36,779 --> 00:36:37,965 - You're Pentecostal? - Full Gospel. 576 00:36:37,989 --> 00:36:39,824 That's what I was raised as, a Pentecostal. 577 00:36:39,907 --> 00:36:41,492 But I don't believe that shit. 578 00:36:41,576 --> 00:36:44,296 You want to know how they're working us? This is how they working us. 579 00:36:44,370 --> 00:36:47,206 Remember once a year in school when they'd tell you, 580 00:36:47,290 --> 00:36:49,208 "Bring your canned goods and give 'em to us?" 581 00:36:49,292 --> 00:36:50,543 That's what they're doing. 582 00:36:50,626 --> 00:36:52,795 They say, "Bring your canned goods and give 'em to us." 583 00:36:52,879 --> 00:36:54,755 Then they turn around and give 'em back to you. 584 00:36:54,839 --> 00:36:56,632 Then they say, "We're doin' somethin'. 585 00:36:56,716 --> 00:36:59,802 We're doing something for y'all. Give us some money." 586 00:36:59,886 --> 00:37:01,429 That's how they working us, man. 587 00:37:01,512 --> 00:37:05,474 I could stand here and say, "Yes, Lord. Thank you, Jesus. Give me a dollar." 588 00:37:05,558 --> 00:37:08,352 - You know? I can do that. - Well, you could. 589 00:37:08,436 --> 00:37:10,730 Yeah, right, I could, and probably get a dollar. 590 00:37:10,813 --> 00:37:14,066 - It's your privilege. - But see, man, all this is nothing. 591 00:37:14,150 --> 00:37:16,587 But I'm not standing here for me. You would be standing there for you. 592 00:37:16,611 --> 00:37:19,155 - Who you standing here for? - I'm standing there for you. 593 00:37:19,238 --> 00:37:21,115 - You standing here for me? - That's right. 594 00:37:21,198 --> 00:37:23,093 - Ain't that nothin'! - 'Cause you might be hungry this winter. 595 00:37:23,117 --> 00:37:25,912 You ain't gave me a dime. We're wise out here, man. Streetwise. 596 00:37:25,995 --> 00:37:30,374 Because the whole situation is, everybody scamming. You're scamming. 597 00:37:30,458 --> 00:37:33,961 You and I gonna have to talk about this. Maybe you can wise me up a little bit. 598 00:37:34,045 --> 00:37:37,340 Yeah, 'cause you need a lot of wising... 599 00:37:37,423 --> 00:37:39,926 ...if you think you're going to get rich standing out here. 600 00:37:40,009 --> 00:37:42,386 What gives you the audacity to think 601 00:37:42,470 --> 00:37:45,973 that we gonna come off our street life into your program, right? 602 00:37:46,057 --> 00:37:49,477 - I don't want you in my program. - Ah, just a second ago you said -. 603 00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:55,358 All I want to do is just bring you in and give you a good night's sleep. 604 00:37:55,441 --> 00:37:58,611 I can wake up in the morning, go downstairs, eat some Cap'n Crunch? 605 00:37:58,694 --> 00:38:01,715 - Cookies and coffee, whatever we got. - And I can leave and come back again? 606 00:38:01,739 --> 00:38:03,926 - Then you can leave again. - Can I bring my girlfriend? 607 00:38:03,950 --> 00:38:06,369 No. If you do, she'll have to stay in a different place. 608 00:38:06,452 --> 00:38:09,121 - No, brother. It don't work like that. - Yeah, it works that way. 609 00:38:09,205 --> 00:38:11,207 - No, but I like you, brother. - I like you too. 610 00:38:11,290 --> 00:38:12,750 - What's your name? - Tom Robinson. 611 00:38:12,833 --> 00:38:15,169 Let me have a card. Can I have a card? 612 00:38:23,511 --> 00:38:26,180 There's many different scams. There's eat and run. 613 00:38:26,263 --> 00:38:29,976 That's where you go into a restaurant. You know, you order something. 614 00:38:30,059 --> 00:38:33,980 Usually, they'll set you right by the cash register if you look young 615 00:38:34,063 --> 00:38:37,274 and like you don't have no money so they can see you. 616 00:38:37,358 --> 00:38:40,236 But right by the cash register is right by the door, 617 00:38:40,319 --> 00:38:42,446 so that works out even better. 618 00:38:43,197 --> 00:38:45,783 There's also dumpster diving. 619 00:38:45,866 --> 00:38:48,452 You call Shakey's Pizza. 620 00:38:48,536 --> 00:38:51,580 You can do it right out in front of the restaurant at a payphone. 621 00:38:51,664 --> 00:38:53,791 They got a payphone out front. 622 00:38:53,874 --> 00:38:57,128 You call 'em up, you order these Hawaiian-style pizzas 623 00:38:57,211 --> 00:38:58,796 with Canadian bacon, you know. 624 00:38:58,879 --> 00:39:03,509 Yes, I'd like a large pepperoni pizza with pineapple on it. 625 00:39:03,592 --> 00:39:07,346 They ask your name and your number and you give it to 'em. 626 00:39:07,430 --> 00:39:10,975 Uh, regular crust. Richard. 627 00:39:12,893 --> 00:39:16,480 345-9762. 628 00:39:18,441 --> 00:39:19,859 Yes, it is. 629 00:39:21,485 --> 00:39:23,029 All righty. Bye-bye. 630 00:39:23,112 --> 00:39:25,990 You hang up, they call you right back, you know. 631 00:39:26,073 --> 00:39:28,325 You say, "Yeah, I ordered this, this, and this," 632 00:39:28,409 --> 00:39:30,661 they say "All right," and you hang up. 633 00:39:33,706 --> 00:39:35,332 Yes, this is Richard. 634 00:39:37,334 --> 00:39:38,836 Yes, I did. 635 00:39:41,088 --> 00:39:45,384 Uh, thin crust with, uh, pepperoni and pineapple. 636 00:39:45,468 --> 00:39:47,011 All righty. Bye-bye. 637 00:39:50,765 --> 00:39:54,351 And then about an hour, you know, nobody comes to claim the pizzas, 638 00:39:54,435 --> 00:39:56,979 and they set 'em out in the dumpster in the boxes. 639 00:39:57,063 --> 00:40:02,234 And you go over there, you know, you got six or seven free pizzas. 640 00:40:03,611 --> 00:40:08,866 It's easy to survive without pulling tricks or dates on the streets. 641 00:40:13,162 --> 00:40:16,415 You get two hits out of every pack, man. Five dollars a hit. 642 00:40:19,293 --> 00:40:23,589 I sell it all the time, man. It sells like pancakes. Hell yeah. 643 00:40:23,672 --> 00:40:25,800 Me and Junior made over a hundred and something bucks 644 00:40:25,883 --> 00:40:29,136 selling nothing but bunk at a concert. 645 00:40:29,220 --> 00:40:32,598 Then we went and bought some good cocaine and... 646 00:40:34,100 --> 00:40:36,227 Oh, you guys be trippin', man! 647 00:40:36,310 --> 00:40:38,938 You never really see James around that much. 648 00:40:39,814 --> 00:40:43,317 He's always off gone somewhere, you know. 649 00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:46,529 No tellin' what he's doing. I doubt if he's turning tricks, though. 650 00:40:49,365 --> 00:40:53,828 The first one you do, the last two we do. But you make sure that we do them, okay? 651 00:40:53,911 --> 00:40:56,471 It's your responsibility to make sure you walk out of here alive. 652 00:40:56,497 --> 00:40:57,706 All right. 653 00:40:59,125 --> 00:41:00,751 Okay, hold a fist for me. 654 00:41:04,421 --> 00:41:05,422 There we go. 655 00:41:13,347 --> 00:41:15,850 You gotta be over 18 to sell blood, 656 00:41:15,933 --> 00:41:18,978 so the kids on the streets can't sell it, 657 00:41:19,061 --> 00:41:21,856 so they can't make money that way. 658 00:41:21,939 --> 00:41:25,234 But if you get a fake ID and you look 18, 659 00:41:25,317 --> 00:41:27,862 you can go there and sell blood. 660 00:41:30,072 --> 00:41:33,534 I asked Steve. He gives me big old leftovers like this. 661 00:41:33,617 --> 00:41:35,953 - Big plateful that's this high and shit. - Ugh! Leftovers. 662 00:41:36,036 --> 00:41:38,414 I could give you a big old foot full of something right now. 663 00:41:38,497 --> 00:41:42,543 No, leftovers from the same night. You know, like lasagne and shit. 664 00:41:42,626 --> 00:41:46,338 49th and Kenyon. He was telling me that your friends -. 665 00:41:46,422 --> 00:41:48,924 No, my friends. I said, "Remember that address for me." 666 00:41:49,008 --> 00:41:52,428 - Oh, okay. - Hey, back off, Jackson. I gotta... 667 00:41:52,511 --> 00:41:53,846 Donna! 668 00:41:55,848 --> 00:41:57,328 - Back off. - Give me your money, boy. 669 00:41:57,391 --> 00:42:00,311 - Give me my money. - Give you your money? 670 00:42:00,394 --> 00:42:03,272 Yeah, give me - It's gonna be my money when I take it from you. 671 00:42:03,355 --> 00:42:06,108 - Donna! - How much money you think I took? 672 00:42:06,192 --> 00:42:08,235 Whatever you got in your pocket's mine. 673 00:42:08,319 --> 00:42:10,112 Uh, let me see. 674 00:42:11,697 --> 00:42:13,073 Crap! 675 00:42:13,574 --> 00:42:15,492 - What was that? - We just playing. 676 00:42:15,576 --> 00:42:18,120 If you're a goddamn woman, why don't you act like one? 677 00:42:18,204 --> 00:42:21,040 - Fuck you. Fuck you. - Don't you know how? 678 00:42:21,123 --> 00:42:23,602 - Don't you know how to act like a woman? - I am a woman! Yeah! 679 00:42:23,626 --> 00:42:24,627 Well, then act like one! 680 00:42:24,710 --> 00:42:27,171 I don't have to act like all these bitches down here, hell no! 681 00:42:27,254 --> 00:42:30,549 I'm not talking about acting like a bitch! Talking about acting like a woman, Lulu! 682 00:42:30,633 --> 00:42:32,569 - You don't do that! - Fuck you! You ain't my man! 683 00:42:32,593 --> 00:42:33,594 You don't tell me shit! 684 00:42:33,677 --> 00:42:35,721 I wouldn't be your man even if you liked men! 685 00:42:35,804 --> 00:42:39,058 You can't tell me shit! You can't tell me nothing! 686 00:42:39,141 --> 00:42:40,851 Bitch, I'm telling you all kinds of things! 687 00:42:40,935 --> 00:42:42,186 Fuck you, punk! 688 00:42:42,937 --> 00:42:43,938 Yeah, punk! 689 00:42:44,021 --> 00:42:45,022 - Bitch! - Punk! 690 00:42:45,105 --> 00:42:46,106 Punk! 691 00:42:46,190 --> 00:42:47,650 - Tramp! - Get your KC, 692 00:42:47,733 --> 00:42:50,694 the one with the burning goddamn gonorrhea! 693 00:42:50,778 --> 00:42:53,113 I ain't putting on a dress for nobody. 694 00:42:53,197 --> 00:42:55,449 I haven't done it since I was 16. 695 00:42:57,576 --> 00:42:59,495 I've had my nose broke five times. 696 00:43:00,955 --> 00:43:04,541 And I've had both sets of my eye bones on top and bottom broke. 697 00:43:04,625 --> 00:43:06,418 Kiss my motherfuckin' ass! 698 00:43:06,502 --> 00:43:08,420 I've had my jaw cracked three times. 699 00:43:08,504 --> 00:43:10,923 He ain't got nothin' on me! What the fuck is it to you? 700 00:43:11,006 --> 00:43:13,092 I'll tell people they can beat the shit out of me, 701 00:43:13,175 --> 00:43:15,427 but they're not getting me away from down here. 702 00:43:18,806 --> 00:43:21,183 Calvin and Erica been down here? 703 00:43:21,267 --> 00:43:22,726 Erica was, yeah. 704 00:43:22,810 --> 00:43:26,230 'Cause I hear - This girl told me that they're after my ass. 705 00:43:26,313 --> 00:43:27,856 So I gotta keep it cool. 706 00:43:28,607 --> 00:43:31,277 Man, I wouldn't even worry about 'em. 707 00:43:32,152 --> 00:43:36,615 A lot of people after my ass 'cause I'm not working anymore, so I don't know. 708 00:43:36,699 --> 00:43:39,368 Well, be with me and you wouldn't have to work. 709 00:43:39,451 --> 00:43:41,578 - No. - I'm serious. 710 00:43:41,662 --> 00:43:43,414 No. 711 00:43:43,497 --> 00:43:45,749 No motherfucker's gonna fuck with you. 712 00:43:47,001 --> 00:43:49,003 No, I'm just not gonna come down here anymore. 713 00:43:49,086 --> 00:43:52,131 - I just felt coming down here today. - Let me get your phone number then, 714 00:43:52,214 --> 00:43:54,591 so I can call you, so we can go out for pizza or something. 715 00:43:54,675 --> 00:43:56,010 I don't have a phone right now. 716 00:43:56,093 --> 00:43:58,554 Well, let me give you my number and you call me. 717 00:43:59,305 --> 00:44:01,765 - Okay, whatever. - Anybody got a pen? 718 00:44:01,849 --> 00:44:04,435 Don't got no pen. Anybody got a pen? 719 00:44:04,518 --> 00:44:07,479 Say, anybody got a pen? 720 00:44:07,563 --> 00:44:09,315 Nobody got a pen. 721 00:44:10,524 --> 00:44:11,817 Fuck. 722 00:44:11,900 --> 00:44:15,195 There's a pen. Thank you, sir. Anybody got a piece of paper now? 723 00:44:26,915 --> 00:44:29,585 Well, you gained about three inches in height 724 00:44:29,668 --> 00:44:32,963 since we saw you almost a year and a half ago. 725 00:44:33,047 --> 00:44:35,927 You haven't gained much weight. You're about the same weight as you were. 726 00:44:36,008 --> 00:44:39,345 I eat all the time, but I don't gain no weight or nothing. 727 00:44:39,428 --> 00:44:41,347 Think there's a worm inside me or something. 728 00:44:41,430 --> 00:44:43,474 - You think you got worms, huh? - I don't know. 729 00:44:43,557 --> 00:44:45,559 - I want to get it checked out. - Sure. 730 00:44:45,642 --> 00:44:47,770 Can you sort of straighten up? 731 00:44:47,853 --> 00:44:49,605 Do you spend a lot of time on the streets? 732 00:44:49,688 --> 00:44:50,689 Yup. 733 00:44:50,773 --> 00:44:53,776 - What do you do down there? - Panhandle. Just hang around. 734 00:44:53,859 --> 00:44:56,945 - Hug all the girls and stuff. - Mmm. 735 00:44:57,029 --> 00:44:59,448 - You got a lot of girlfriends? - Yup. 736 00:45:00,616 --> 00:45:03,118 Let's see those tonsils and see how they look now. 737 00:45:03,202 --> 00:45:06,121 That's good. That's good. Take it easy. 738 00:45:07,498 --> 00:45:09,249 When did you have tonsillitis last? 739 00:45:09,333 --> 00:45:11,960 Um, let's see. 740 00:45:12,044 --> 00:45:15,923 When I was locked up in Echo Glen. That was maybe two months ago. 741 00:45:16,006 --> 00:45:17,606 - Did you go to school last year? - Nope. 742 00:45:17,674 --> 00:45:19,301 For two years, I haven't been to school. 743 00:45:19,385 --> 00:45:21,804 So you haven't been to school since you were 12, huh? 744 00:45:21,887 --> 00:45:23,430 No. I'm 16. 745 00:45:23,514 --> 00:45:24,848 - You're 16 now? - Yep. 746 00:45:24,932 --> 00:45:28,560 - Does it hurt when I do this? - Nope. It feels good. 747 00:45:28,644 --> 00:45:29,686 Feels good, huh? 748 00:45:29,770 --> 00:45:31,450 What do you think you'd like to do someday? 749 00:45:31,522 --> 00:45:33,315 I don't know. 750 00:45:33,399 --> 00:45:36,068 - Anything interest you at all? - Nope. 751 00:45:36,151 --> 00:45:38,737 You got lots of big glands in your neck. 752 00:45:38,821 --> 00:45:41,281 You got chronically infected tonsils, 753 00:45:41,365 --> 00:45:45,744 which certainly don't help your growth and your nutrition any. 754 00:45:45,828 --> 00:45:48,455 I might join the navy if the world lasts that long. 755 00:45:48,539 --> 00:45:51,375 Reagan's sending all them marines shooting everybody. 756 00:45:51,458 --> 00:45:54,294 All them marines gettin' shootin', cuttin' out Russia, 757 00:45:54,378 --> 00:45:56,505 and Russia's probably gonna bomb us or something. 758 00:45:56,588 --> 00:45:58,173 - Yeah, right there. - That hurts, huh? 759 00:45:58,257 --> 00:46:00,384 - Yeah. - That hurt bad or just a little? 760 00:46:00,467 --> 00:46:01,969 - Just a little. - Just a little, huh? 761 00:46:02,052 --> 00:46:04,596 Oh! Right there hurts. Oh, yeah. 762 00:46:05,597 --> 00:46:08,642 Yeah, I had a blade like that until I got busted. 763 00:46:08,725 --> 00:46:11,019 It was that black one right there. 764 00:46:11,687 --> 00:46:14,440 You ain't got 50 cents? 765 00:46:14,523 --> 00:46:17,109 Not today. I got a job. 766 00:46:17,192 --> 00:46:19,486 - You want a job? - Nah. 767 00:46:19,570 --> 00:46:24,825 Why don't you just walk up to some guy and ask him for 50 cents to catch the bus? 768 00:46:24,908 --> 00:46:28,036 - 'Cause I ain't got a face like yours. - Oh, it'll work. 769 00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:33,083 He's the worst one on Pike Street. He's the worst one out of them all. 770 00:46:33,167 --> 00:46:35,252 He'll be your buddy when you're face to face, 771 00:46:35,335 --> 00:46:38,255 but as soon as you turn around, you got a knife in your back. 772 00:46:38,338 --> 00:46:39,673 It ain't worth it. 773 00:46:41,884 --> 00:46:46,680 You learn how to fight, one way or another, or you disappear. 774 00:46:47,723 --> 00:46:50,225 I know how to fight, but I like disappearing. 775 00:46:51,310 --> 00:46:55,606 My mother and father got a divorce when I was about a year old. 776 00:46:55,689 --> 00:47:00,569 My mother decided I should go to a foster home. 777 00:47:00,652 --> 00:47:04,323 About five years ago, my father says, "I want you to come over." 778 00:47:04,406 --> 00:47:07,242 So, I spent six months with my father. 779 00:47:07,951 --> 00:47:10,954 Six months were up, nobody could find my mother. 780 00:47:11,038 --> 00:47:13,707 A year went up, nobody could find my mother. 781 00:47:13,790 --> 00:47:16,919 My father got tired of me and my sister. 782 00:47:17,002 --> 00:47:18,879 He told me to leave. 783 00:47:18,962 --> 00:47:20,506 I left. 784 00:47:24,009 --> 00:47:25,511 Hi. Is Mom there? 785 00:47:27,429 --> 00:47:29,264 Hi. How ya doing? 786 00:47:30,432 --> 00:47:33,852 Nothin'. Just called to tell you I'm okay and shit. 787 00:47:35,103 --> 00:47:37,397 Where am I? None of your business. 788 00:47:37,481 --> 00:47:39,399 You don't even know. 789 00:47:39,483 --> 00:47:42,945 No, call me a prostitute. Come on, I dare you to. 790 00:47:43,028 --> 00:47:44,571 No, that's not what I'm doing, 791 00:47:44,655 --> 00:47:47,115 but that's what you called me last time I was gone. 792 00:47:47,199 --> 00:47:48,992 Yes, you did. 793 00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:53,038 I called to tell you I'm okay, to see how you were doing, 794 00:47:53,121 --> 00:47:55,749 and now I'm gonna hang up saying I'm okay. 795 00:47:56,708 --> 00:48:00,837 And I hope you have fun with your stupid-ass husband. Bye. 796 00:48:00,921 --> 00:48:03,549 Ooh, she pisses me off. 797 00:48:06,426 --> 00:48:09,054 Shellie, she's a real sweet girl. 798 00:48:09,137 --> 00:48:11,807 The streets is nothing for a girl that young. 799 00:48:12,641 --> 00:48:16,311 I mean, 14 years old and on the streets? 800 00:48:17,062 --> 00:48:20,607 I've taken care of her a little here and there, made sure she's eatin'. 801 00:48:20,691 --> 00:48:22,609 She's like a little sister. 802 00:48:30,909 --> 00:48:35,330 I like women for the simple reason they're sweet, 803 00:48:35,414 --> 00:48:38,333 they're caring, they need care. 804 00:48:38,417 --> 00:48:44,464 With somebody that cares and loves me. 805 00:48:46,550 --> 00:48:48,468 In return I'll give them everything I've got. 806 00:48:48,552 --> 00:48:52,180 One thing I don't do is fall in love in two or three days. 807 00:48:53,015 --> 00:48:55,684 - I've made many mistakes. - You've never lived on the streets. 808 00:48:55,767 --> 00:48:57,436 I've made many mistakes... 809 00:48:57,519 --> 00:49:00,105 I have so lived on the streets before. 810 00:49:00,188 --> 00:49:02,983 Not like this. Not like I have. 811 00:49:03,066 --> 00:49:05,068 I don't want to live on the streets like you have. 812 00:49:05,152 --> 00:49:07,070 I'm not going to either, man. 813 00:49:07,154 --> 00:49:09,072 Are you gonna help me dye my hair? 814 00:49:09,156 --> 00:49:12,367 - Hell no. I can't dye hair, man. - I'll do it myself then. 815 00:49:12,451 --> 00:49:14,453 I'll do it myself then. 816 00:49:14,536 --> 00:49:17,706 I don't know how I'm gonna do it, but I'm gonna do it myself then. 817 00:49:18,582 --> 00:49:21,001 Why do you want your hair dyed? 818 00:49:21,084 --> 00:49:22,669 To change? 819 00:49:24,129 --> 00:49:27,674 Not actually to change. To get away from everything. 820 00:49:27,758 --> 00:49:30,802 That ain't gonna get you away from jack shit, honey. 821 00:49:30,886 --> 00:49:33,305 It will, considering I'm gonna dye my hair. 822 00:49:34,389 --> 00:49:37,726 My mom's got seven kids. 823 00:49:37,809 --> 00:49:40,187 She's 32. 824 00:49:40,270 --> 00:49:43,190 I can't have you living out on the street. 825 00:49:43,273 --> 00:49:45,609 So? I can't have me living here. 826 00:49:47,778 --> 00:49:50,739 I'm trying to get some input from you, Shellie, 827 00:49:50,822 --> 00:49:52,699 anything but sarcasm. 828 00:49:52,783 --> 00:49:54,743 That's all I get around here. 829 00:49:54,826 --> 00:49:59,373 - That's all I ever hear from Larry. - That's his way of dealing with people. 830 00:49:59,456 --> 00:50:00,957 Right. 831 00:50:01,041 --> 00:50:04,127 He makes me sick. 832 00:50:05,087 --> 00:50:08,215 From when I was little and he was a pervert and shit. 833 00:50:08,298 --> 00:50:10,509 When every time I remembered that, 834 00:50:10,592 --> 00:50:14,638 every time I remember what he did to me, when he took advantage of me and shit... 835 00:50:14,721 --> 00:50:16,515 I didn't know. You wouldn't tell me. 836 00:50:16,598 --> 00:50:20,477 I didn't know it until you started asking me! 837 00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:24,106 - But you wouldn't tell me then. - I told you that he did. 838 00:50:24,189 --> 00:50:27,526 When you asked me if he did a certain thing, I said, "Yeah." 839 00:50:27,609 --> 00:50:30,862 And then when you went and told him, ever since then he's hated me. 840 00:50:31,655 --> 00:50:33,490 Yeah, but he didn't do it anymore. 841 00:50:33,573 --> 00:50:36,702 So? I still hate him for doing it to begin with. 842 00:50:43,166 --> 00:50:49,172 My wishes would be to have a small family that was happy. 843 00:50:49,256 --> 00:50:53,343 Just my older brother and my real dad and me and my mom. 844 00:50:53,427 --> 00:50:55,137 Nobody else. 845 00:50:59,975 --> 00:51:03,019 Shadow asked me, if he found a place for me to stay, 846 00:51:03,103 --> 00:51:05,272 a permanent place, would I stay there? 847 00:51:05,355 --> 00:51:07,399 And I said, "Yeah, probably." 848 00:51:07,482 --> 00:51:10,235 He says, "Well, Patti and Munchkin said you can stay with them. 849 00:51:10,318 --> 00:51:12,487 They need the money for rent." 850 00:51:13,196 --> 00:51:15,741 I grew up with Munchkin. 851 00:51:15,824 --> 00:51:18,869 For a long time, I ran around with him. 852 00:51:19,953 --> 00:51:23,832 And Patti, I met her down here about three years ago 853 00:51:23,915 --> 00:51:28,545 beating the heck out of some old dude 'cause he said something wrong to her. 854 00:51:31,715 --> 00:51:33,550 Patti and Munchkin are very -. 855 00:51:33,633 --> 00:51:37,387 They - They were, in my eyes, made for each other. 856 00:51:45,312 --> 00:51:48,482 They argue. But doesn't all love affairs argue? 857 00:51:48,565 --> 00:51:51,860 Get him, hon. 858 00:51:51,943 --> 00:51:54,780 They're together, and that's the way it is. 859 00:51:54,863 --> 00:51:58,825 Patti and Munchkin are a team. That's the way they work the best. 860 00:51:58,909 --> 00:52:03,497 A street couple that are struggling to survive. 861 00:52:10,670 --> 00:52:15,634 Every person, no matter how big or tough they are, 862 00:52:15,717 --> 00:52:17,803 should always have a partner. 863 00:52:19,679 --> 00:52:23,975 You never want to go on the streets alone. It's a mistake. 864 00:52:26,520 --> 00:52:31,608 It's just you'll get lonely, you'll get upset, you'll get beat up. 865 00:52:31,691 --> 00:52:36,947 Because you never can tell if someone's gonna come up from the front of you 866 00:52:37,030 --> 00:52:38,698 and start to get your attention, 867 00:52:38,782 --> 00:52:42,202 and then this other dude is gonna walk up behind you 868 00:52:42,285 --> 00:52:44,496 and bust your fucking head. 869 00:52:44,579 --> 00:52:46,289 Partners are always better. 870 00:52:55,549 --> 00:52:59,845 "Immediately after mixing, squeeze preference. 871 00:52:59,928 --> 00:53:03,390 Mix all mixture until thoroughly saturating hair. 872 00:53:03,473 --> 00:53:05,851 Loosely pile hair on top of head. 873 00:53:05,934 --> 00:53:11,606 Leaves your hair silky, shiny and free of tangles." 874 00:53:11,690 --> 00:53:13,942 Okay. Goddamn glove. 875 00:53:16,069 --> 00:53:18,864 Well, I consider myself a playboy. 876 00:53:18,947 --> 00:53:21,825 A boyfriend is, you're obligated to one girl. 877 00:53:21,908 --> 00:53:25,537 Apply on top of head lightly. 878 00:53:25,620 --> 00:53:31,167 I considered myself dependent upon a couple of girls supporting me. 879 00:53:31,251 --> 00:53:35,380 But as far as being a pimp, no. I never pushed them out onto the street. 880 00:53:36,840 --> 00:53:40,135 You can't be a boyfriend and have three girlfriends, 881 00:53:40,218 --> 00:53:42,637 but you can be a playboy. 882 00:53:44,222 --> 00:53:48,393 A playboy is what I consider myself. 883 00:53:49,936 --> 00:53:52,564 Standby alert. Death Star approaching. 884 00:53:52,647 --> 00:53:55,609 Estimated time to firing range: 15 minutes. 885 00:54:01,781 --> 00:54:03,950 Let me see, Shadow. 886 00:54:05,493 --> 00:54:06,620 See? 887 00:54:07,287 --> 00:54:08,788 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 888 00:54:08,872 --> 00:54:11,082 Hi, little boys. Want some candy? 889 00:54:13,960 --> 00:54:15,545 Goddamn. 890 00:54:15,629 --> 00:54:18,173 I can just see what you're giving those little boys. 891 00:54:19,966 --> 00:54:23,011 I'm gonna get a tattoo right there to cover this mess up. 892 00:54:23,094 --> 00:54:24,763 - Why? - Why? 893 00:54:24,846 --> 00:54:27,432 Because that looks sick. Hold on. 894 00:54:27,515 --> 00:54:30,435 That right there is what I'm gonna have done. 895 00:54:30,518 --> 00:54:32,312 - Really? - Looks hungry, don't he? 896 00:54:32,395 --> 00:54:35,148 You ever heard of DandD - Dungeons and Dragons? 897 00:54:35,231 --> 00:54:38,026 - Yeah. I've played it before. - You have? Far out. 898 00:54:38,109 --> 00:54:42,238 Guess how much this is gonna cost me to have it done in a tattoo right here? 899 00:54:42,322 --> 00:54:43,782 - How much? - Fifty. 900 00:54:43,865 --> 00:54:46,576 Me and Patti want to get dragons on each side of our arms. 901 00:54:46,660 --> 00:54:49,704 I want to get just this dragon. It's one of my characters. 902 00:54:49,788 --> 00:54:52,290 He's my character. 903 00:54:54,709 --> 00:54:56,169 Shut up. 904 00:54:59,047 --> 00:55:01,383 Son of a fucking bitch. 905 00:55:01,466 --> 00:55:04,177 Shit, I don't know what's my problem. 906 00:55:08,181 --> 00:55:09,516 But now she's married again. 907 00:55:09,599 --> 00:55:13,478 That's why I'm not at home. 'Cause I can't stand my stepdad. 908 00:55:14,771 --> 00:55:17,524 Nobody can stand their stepdads. 909 00:55:18,650 --> 00:55:21,820 Some people get along fine with them. My first -. 910 00:55:21,903 --> 00:55:24,698 Too much smoke. My first stepdad was okay. 911 00:55:24,781 --> 00:55:28,284 I got an idea that - It's fantastic. 912 00:55:28,368 --> 00:55:30,286 We'll make some money and then you can -. 913 00:55:30,370 --> 00:55:33,623 We'll put it in, uh, Lee and Sons Thrift Shop. 914 00:55:33,707 --> 00:55:37,585 We're gonna open up our own store, like that thrift store I had. 915 00:55:38,753 --> 00:55:41,840 Now as soon as I'm out a little while I want you to come with me, 916 00:55:41,923 --> 00:55:45,468 'cause I've already talked to some people about a building in maybe Redmond. 917 00:55:45,552 --> 00:55:48,280 Look around out there. See if there's any good thrift shops out there. 918 00:55:48,304 --> 00:55:51,057 - All right. - I was supposed to get out this Friday. 919 00:55:51,141 --> 00:55:54,519 But I won't because I've got to wait for the damn parole board. 920 00:55:54,602 --> 00:55:56,813 If it'd just been that burglary it'd been all right, 921 00:55:56,896 --> 00:56:00,233 but it was that stupid arson thing, so the board wants to talk to me. 922 00:56:00,942 --> 00:56:04,237 And like he said and everybody says, you know, I've done 30 years. 923 00:56:04,320 --> 00:56:07,907 What the hell good is it gonna do to make me do a couple more years? 924 00:56:07,991 --> 00:56:10,493 I've only got three years left on my max. 925 00:56:10,577 --> 00:56:15,665 - Are you in a cell by yourself? - No, I-I'm in the - I'm in the mean tank. 926 00:56:15,749 --> 00:56:18,376 That's A-5. That's the mean tank. 927 00:56:18,460 --> 00:56:20,604 That's for guys who've done time and everything before. 928 00:56:20,628 --> 00:56:21,963 - For a felony and stuff? - Yeah. 929 00:56:22,047 --> 00:56:24,841 - Is a bunch of The Jokers in there? - Two of 'em are, yeah. 930 00:56:24,924 --> 00:56:26,468 - Is one Stubbs? - Yeah. 931 00:56:26,551 --> 00:56:28,970 - Tell him I say hi. - Yeah, yeah. 932 00:56:29,804 --> 00:56:32,557 What's this? You're gonna have to take your tonsils out? 933 00:56:32,640 --> 00:56:36,895 They say it's always infected and stuff, so I don't know. 934 00:56:36,978 --> 00:56:39,230 They think that's why I'm so small and stuff. 935 00:56:39,314 --> 00:56:42,317 Well, you know, that's funny. I was that way too. 936 00:56:42,400 --> 00:56:44,986 - Were you small like this and stuff? - Yep, yep. 937 00:56:45,070 --> 00:56:46,905 So it could just be... 938 00:56:47,655 --> 00:56:49,032 And then they took them out, 939 00:56:49,115 --> 00:56:51,785 and about a year after that, I got almost as big as I am now. 940 00:56:51,868 --> 00:56:54,954 'Cause I eat all the time and stuff, and I don't gain no weight. 941 00:56:55,038 --> 00:56:59,000 Wait, after - So, you think it's just - What do you call it? 942 00:56:59,084 --> 00:57:01,169 - Tonsils and adenoids. - Yeah, but -. 943 00:57:01,252 --> 00:57:03,963 - Heditary-Hereditary. - Yeah, yeah. 944 00:57:04,047 --> 00:57:07,217 All right. Yeah, how much are you smoking? 945 00:57:07,300 --> 00:57:12,013 Oh, I'm cuttin' down to maybe four cigarettes a day. 946 00:57:12,097 --> 00:57:13,598 Four or five. 947 00:57:14,849 --> 00:57:17,685 All right. Well, that's good. 948 00:57:17,769 --> 00:57:20,605 You know, don't smoke too much 'cause that's bad too. 949 00:57:20,688 --> 00:57:22,232 All right, hold on. 950 00:57:23,775 --> 00:57:25,276 Still messing with that weed? 951 00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:27,612 Still messing with that weed? 952 00:57:27,695 --> 00:57:28,988 A little. 953 00:57:30,323 --> 00:57:32,659 - How about anything else? - Nope. 954 00:57:32,742 --> 00:57:36,079 - Let me see your arms. - My arms? Why? 955 00:57:36,162 --> 00:57:37,539 Undo your sleeve. 956 00:57:37,622 --> 00:57:40,708 No, I haven't been doing none of that. Here, I'll even show you. Here. 957 00:57:40,792 --> 00:57:42,836 See? Hold on. 958 00:57:42,919 --> 00:57:44,796 - See? Nothing. - Okay. 959 00:57:45,547 --> 00:57:47,715 - What you messing with? - Huh? 960 00:57:47,799 --> 00:57:49,425 - What you messing with? - Nothing. 961 00:57:49,509 --> 00:57:51,309 You're a smart kid. You're a good-looking kid. 962 00:57:51,386 --> 00:57:53,263 You've got intelligence. You've got my brain. 963 00:57:53,346 --> 00:57:56,391 But you're like me. 964 00:57:56,474 --> 00:57:58,226 You're a con man, Dewayne. 965 00:57:58,309 --> 00:58:01,729 What do you wanna be, a little punk on the street? 966 00:58:01,813 --> 00:58:04,440 Huh? Eh? You wanna be a little punk? 967 00:58:04,524 --> 00:58:07,402 A little smart-ass little punk. That's all you think you are. 968 00:58:07,485 --> 00:58:09,779 You're gonna wind up just like I am. 969 00:58:09,863 --> 00:58:13,366 Look at me when I talk at you. Look at me. 970 00:58:13,449 --> 00:58:15,160 Pay attention to me. 971 00:58:15,243 --> 00:58:19,122 That's the dang trouble. You haven't paid any attention to me. 972 00:58:19,205 --> 00:58:22,750 There's a guy in our tank, 24 years old. 973 00:58:22,834 --> 00:58:26,796 They just gave him four life sentences. 974 00:58:26,880 --> 00:58:28,965 Twenty-four years old. 975 00:58:29,048 --> 00:58:33,011 It won't be too damn many more years that they'll be doing that to you. 976 00:58:33,636 --> 00:58:35,388 They're not gonna slap your little hand 977 00:58:35,471 --> 00:58:37,390 and send you up to Echo Glen or some damn place. 978 00:58:37,473 --> 00:58:40,476 Is that what you want? Huh? 979 00:58:40,560 --> 00:58:41,769 No. 980 00:58:43,271 --> 00:58:46,274 Yeah, you say it now 'cause you're sitting here talking to me. 981 00:58:46,357 --> 00:58:49,360 Get your hands out of your mouth. Let me see your fingers. 982 00:58:50,236 --> 00:58:52,238 Still biting your damn nails too, ain't you? 983 00:58:52,322 --> 00:58:53,531 - Yep. - Huh? 984 00:58:53,615 --> 00:58:55,992 - Yep. - When you gonna stop doing that? 985 00:58:56,951 --> 00:59:00,788 Huh? When you gonna stop doing that? 986 00:59:00,872 --> 00:59:03,208 You're out there, tough guy on the street, man. 987 00:59:03,291 --> 00:59:06,628 Big-time, tough little punk is all you are. 988 00:59:06,711 --> 00:59:09,130 Can't even quit biting your fingernails. 989 00:59:09,214 --> 00:59:12,091 You're too goddamn little to be tough, kid. 990 00:59:16,137 --> 00:59:17,263 I'm - I'm serious. 991 00:59:17,347 --> 00:59:20,767 I love you very, very much, even though I get mad at you and want to kill you. 992 00:59:20,850 --> 00:59:24,395 I love you. You're - You're all I've got. 993 00:59:24,479 --> 00:59:27,190 And unfortunately, I'm all you've got. 994 00:59:28,149 --> 00:59:30,902 I'm gonna make it up to you. Eh? 995 00:59:30,985 --> 00:59:33,655 For all the stuff that we didn't do. 996 00:59:34,948 --> 00:59:37,116 You know? Eh? 997 00:59:37,951 --> 00:59:40,119 I know I have to talk rough to you sometimes, Dewayne, 998 00:59:40,203 --> 00:59:43,957 but you know that I love you a whole big, big bunch. 999 00:59:44,040 --> 00:59:46,542 If I get out this time, if I get out, 1000 00:59:46,626 --> 00:59:48,544 I'll keep you straight and you keep me straight. 1001 00:59:48,628 --> 00:59:50,255 - Is that a deal? - Mm-hmm. 1002 00:59:51,506 --> 00:59:55,885 Just remember, you and I is all we've got. 1003 00:59:56,886 --> 01:00:00,682 And together, hey, there ain't nobody can whip us. 1004 01:00:00,765 --> 01:00:03,476 Ain't nobody can do anything to us. 1005 01:00:04,769 --> 01:00:06,145 I love you. 1006 01:00:06,229 --> 01:00:07,480 All right, bye. 1007 01:00:22,870 --> 01:00:27,333 Look at you. All beat up and cut up and scarred up and drugged up. 1008 01:00:27,417 --> 01:00:30,378 I haven't seen you in two months. You didn't even call me. 1009 01:00:30,461 --> 01:00:31,921 I can't get over that. 1010 01:00:32,005 --> 01:00:36,301 After I sent for you all the way from California, down there stranded. 1011 01:00:36,384 --> 01:00:39,679 And you didn't even thank me. You ought to thank me now. 1012 01:00:39,762 --> 01:00:42,181 Thank you, Mom. 1013 01:00:42,265 --> 01:00:44,767 Call her up. You can call her up. 1014 01:00:44,851 --> 01:00:49,314 Nikita and them calls me, and Todd calls me. 1015 01:00:50,606 --> 01:00:53,192 - Do you love your mother? - Yes. 1016 01:00:53,901 --> 01:00:55,778 When you gonna show me? 1017 01:00:58,740 --> 01:01:01,451 When you gonna make me proud? 1018 01:01:02,535 --> 01:01:05,204 So that's what you should do. You should stop and see Mom. 1019 01:01:05,288 --> 01:01:06,706 You know what I mean? 1020 01:01:06,789 --> 01:01:10,710 'Cause she is the only one got a guide map to your life. 1021 01:01:10,793 --> 01:01:12,337 Because you can't go nowhere 1022 01:01:12,420 --> 01:01:15,590 unless you ask your mother advices and things, you know that? 1023 01:01:15,673 --> 01:01:18,885 He don't want no advice right now. He thinks he's doin' it. 1024 01:01:18,968 --> 01:01:21,763 - That's why he's getting knocked around. - You think you're doin' it? 1025 01:01:21,846 --> 01:01:24,932 I love you, Patrice. You wanna go eat something? 1026 01:01:26,351 --> 01:01:28,478 I'm not gonna just give you my money now. 1027 01:01:28,561 --> 01:01:30,396 If you wanna go eat something, I'll feed you. 1028 01:01:30,480 --> 01:01:31,939 - I'm not hungry, Ma. - Yes, you are. 1029 01:01:32,023 --> 01:01:33,608 What did you eat today? 1030 01:01:33,691 --> 01:01:38,196 Um... some cookies and, um... 1031 01:01:40,239 --> 01:01:41,741 - Junk food? - And some juice. 1032 01:01:41,824 --> 01:01:44,869 You want something hot in your stomach. That's what you need. 1033 01:01:44,952 --> 01:01:48,247 Well, if I give you some of my money, what you gonna do with it? 1034 01:01:48,331 --> 01:01:49,707 Save it. 1035 01:01:49,791 --> 01:01:52,794 Oh, yeah. How you gonna save it out here? 1036 01:01:52,877 --> 01:01:56,339 You'll just tell me anything just to shut me up, huh? 1037 01:01:56,422 --> 01:01:58,424 I'm tellin' you. He gonna save it. 1038 01:01:58,508 --> 01:02:01,594 - You got some money, Mama? - Mmm, a little change. 1039 01:02:01,677 --> 01:02:03,638 If I think you're buying a pack of cigarettes, 1040 01:02:03,721 --> 01:02:06,140 next time I see you I won't give you a dollar. 1041 01:02:06,224 --> 01:02:07,767 - Okay. - Or some weed. 1042 01:02:07,850 --> 01:02:10,436 - Yeah, you better not. - Mm-hmm. 1043 01:02:10,520 --> 01:02:14,023 You know, that's hard-work money. I worked for that money. 1044 01:02:14,107 --> 01:02:17,276 - You spend it wisely. Okay? - Okay. 1045 01:02:17,360 --> 01:02:19,570 And when you get straight, you know where your house is. 1046 01:02:19,654 --> 01:02:21,030 - Okay. - Okay. 1047 01:02:21,114 --> 01:02:22,907 And the only way you can really get straight, 1048 01:02:22,990 --> 01:02:26,369 you have to stay in touch with Mom, because you can't straighten yourself. 1049 01:02:28,329 --> 01:02:31,457 I have seven brothers and sisters. 1050 01:02:31,541 --> 01:02:36,879 I lost one seven months ago from, uh, cirrhosis of the liver. 1051 01:02:36,963 --> 01:02:39,257 She was 26. 1052 01:02:39,340 --> 01:02:41,467 I loved her a lot. 1053 01:02:41,551 --> 01:02:46,597 It made me sort of loony for about a month, month and a half. 1054 01:02:46,681 --> 01:02:48,641 People thought I was going crazy. 1055 01:02:48,724 --> 01:02:51,352 I wasn't going crazy. I just couldn't handle it. 1056 01:03:01,070 --> 01:03:02,238 Fuck that! 1057 01:03:02,321 --> 01:03:04,532 I just got out of jail not even a month ago. 1058 01:03:04,615 --> 01:03:07,410 I ain't getting in no trouble, punk! 1059 01:03:07,493 --> 01:03:10,204 I bet you, guaranteed, I got a bruise on my arm, 1060 01:03:10,288 --> 01:03:12,331 and I'm pressing charges on your ass. 1061 01:03:12,415 --> 01:03:13,708 Punk! 1062 01:03:14,542 --> 01:03:17,503 'Cause I hate you and I'm gonna get you for that. 1063 01:03:20,756 --> 01:03:23,843 - Hey, you want him? - I'm not a him. I'm a her. 1064 01:03:23,926 --> 01:03:25,904 - Can you please calm down? - I'm pressing charges. 1065 01:03:25,928 --> 01:03:28,014 - I want you to know that. - Fine, you do that. 1066 01:03:28,097 --> 01:03:30,808 - Are you a sergeant? - I'm asking you to please calm down. 1067 01:03:30,892 --> 01:03:31,893 I'm calm. 1068 01:03:31,976 --> 01:03:34,729 Now will you please leave? Because we have quite a crowd here. 1069 01:03:35,480 --> 01:03:37,356 You're a punk! 1070 01:03:37,440 --> 01:03:39,025 Punk! 1071 01:03:42,028 --> 01:03:44,655 I don't give a fuck! 1072 01:03:58,669 --> 01:04:00,755 Giving blood, there's pain. 1073 01:04:04,717 --> 01:04:07,512 Falling in love, there's pain. 1074 01:04:12,433 --> 01:04:15,353 All you feel is the first initial needle. 1075 01:04:17,897 --> 01:04:22,318 The rest is lingering pain from when the needle's pulled out. 1076 01:04:29,325 --> 01:04:31,369 That burns. 1077 01:04:31,452 --> 01:04:34,956 - That's the worst part of it. - Yeah, I know. 1078 01:04:40,336 --> 01:04:43,422 - Well, how do you like it? - That's nice. 1079 01:04:51,931 --> 01:04:53,224 Honey... 1080 01:04:55,351 --> 01:04:57,478 come and help me figure this out. 1081 01:04:57,562 --> 01:04:59,188 Now hold this. 1082 01:05:02,733 --> 01:05:04,652 - Right here. - What, there? 1083 01:05:04,735 --> 01:05:07,071 Right there. 1084 01:05:07,154 --> 01:05:10,324 Bring your head back up here. 1085 01:05:12,410 --> 01:05:14,704 Shit burns your eyes, I'm telling you. 1086 01:05:14,787 --> 01:05:16,497 You're not supposed to have your eyes open. 1087 01:05:16,581 --> 01:05:20,167 - Yeah, you poked me in my eye now. - Stop being a jerk. 1088 01:05:20,251 --> 01:05:23,588 Thanks. You just wiped it right across my fucking eye. 1089 01:05:23,671 --> 01:05:25,506 God, man. 1090 01:05:25,590 --> 01:05:28,426 Why don't you do your own fucking perm, then? 1091 01:05:31,012 --> 01:05:36,142 I probably have about a hundred kids on my caseload. 1092 01:05:36,225 --> 01:05:38,227 Of course, Patti is Patti. 1093 01:05:38,311 --> 01:05:39,937 She's an individualist, 1094 01:05:40,021 --> 01:05:42,481 and she'll go along with you if you're doing what she wants, 1095 01:05:42,565 --> 01:05:46,569 but she isn't gonna do a damn thing that she doesn't want to do. 1096 01:05:46,652 --> 01:05:49,447 I knocked on the door, and I was just worried about you. 1097 01:05:49,530 --> 01:05:51,699 I don't care how worried you're getting about me. 1098 01:05:51,782 --> 01:05:54,994 All I gotta say is, you don't got no right walking into my house. 1099 01:05:55,077 --> 01:05:58,914 But this morning, we've got the - You know, we've got job therapy. 1100 01:05:58,998 --> 01:06:01,417 We know that, but, Jerry, you gotta understand 1101 01:06:01,500 --> 01:06:03,294 that you can't just be walking into my house. 1102 01:06:03,377 --> 01:06:05,296 You might get shot, as far as you know. 1103 01:06:05,379 --> 01:06:09,592 I took the chance you wouldn't shoot me. And then I did, I banged on the door -. 1104 01:06:09,675 --> 01:06:11,677 Well, the next time, you're getting shot, okay? 1105 01:06:11,761 --> 01:06:12,762 Okay. 1106 01:06:12,845 --> 01:06:15,389 So that means the rent's due today, right? 1107 01:06:17,558 --> 01:06:19,477 - No. - And if you're gonna stay here -. 1108 01:06:19,560 --> 01:06:22,271 - Not from what Bob says. - It is. 1109 01:06:22,355 --> 01:06:24,982 I give Bob $20 and I told him I'd give him the rest Friday. 1110 01:06:25,066 --> 01:06:28,611 This is the deal. If you're gonna stay here, you've gotta go out to job therapy. 1111 01:06:28,694 --> 01:06:30,404 You can't tell me what to do. 1112 01:06:30,488 --> 01:06:32,782 We've been together, working together on this. 1113 01:06:32,865 --> 01:06:35,034 - Me and you ain't been together. - We have. 1114 01:06:35,117 --> 01:06:39,372 We've been working together, Patti. And I'm concerned about you, you know. 1115 01:06:39,455 --> 01:06:42,291 I don't want you guys to have to hit the bricks again. 1116 01:06:42,375 --> 01:06:44,794 I don't want you to have to get back into some crap 1117 01:06:44,877 --> 01:06:47,421 that you shouldn't be involved in to pay your rent. 1118 01:06:47,505 --> 01:06:51,676 You've got a chance to make it a good way, okay? 1119 01:06:51,759 --> 01:06:55,554 Now, this guy has got some ideas that can help you get a job. 1120 01:06:55,638 --> 01:06:56,972 That's a better life for you 1121 01:06:57,056 --> 01:07:00,059 than having to be hustling on the streets or be down there pushing -. 1122 01:07:00,142 --> 01:07:03,562 - Who says we're hustling on the streets? - How else you gonna make your money? 1123 01:07:06,607 --> 01:07:10,486 Most of the kids on the streets, that's how they survive. 1124 01:07:11,696 --> 01:07:14,240 They feel like if they don't do the dates, 1125 01:07:14,323 --> 01:07:17,535 that they're gonna be broke, they're gonna have to dumpster dive, 1126 01:07:17,618 --> 01:07:19,328 they're gonna have to beg for money, 1127 01:07:19,412 --> 01:07:22,998 and that's gonna make them feel, because they're girls, 1128 01:07:23,082 --> 01:07:24,875 like, "Oh, I'm no good. 1129 01:07:24,959 --> 01:07:27,503 I'm dirty, I'm rotten, I'm a scum. 1130 01:07:27,586 --> 01:07:30,089 I'm living in this rathole, you know. 1131 01:07:30,923 --> 01:07:33,384 No water, no electricity, no nothing. 1132 01:07:33,467 --> 01:07:35,386 I'm begging for money." 1133 01:07:35,469 --> 01:07:39,181 I guess they feel that's worse than pulling dates. 1134 01:07:39,932 --> 01:07:42,560 I don't know what their problem is. 1135 01:07:50,609 --> 01:07:54,405 Munchkin's the one that wants us out there ho-ing and shit. I don't want to do it. 1136 01:07:54,488 --> 01:07:57,700 The only reason why I'm out there is because, like I said, Patti -. 1137 01:07:57,783 --> 01:08:00,369 Patti's out there and she has to have somebody with her. 1138 01:08:00,453 --> 01:08:02,663 - But you wanna make him go to you - - Hi. 1139 01:08:02,747 --> 01:08:03,873 How you doing? 1140 01:08:03,956 --> 01:08:05,666 - I'm okay, how are you? - Oh, hi. 1141 01:08:05,750 --> 01:08:07,626 And when I moved in with them, I said, 1142 01:08:07,710 --> 01:08:09,795 "Patti, I don't wanna be ho-ing or anything." 1143 01:08:09,879 --> 01:08:14,049 She said, "You won't be. Munchkin's not gonna pimp you or nothing." 1144 01:08:14,133 --> 01:08:16,510 Do you turn dates now? 1145 01:08:16,594 --> 01:08:18,804 Hell yeah. With her. Me and Patti do. 1146 01:08:18,888 --> 01:08:21,140 I try to tell Patti I don't want to, 1147 01:08:21,223 --> 01:08:24,393 and she'll start bitching at me, saying that I just missed a $100 date. 1148 01:08:24,477 --> 01:08:27,521 Every time I fuck up, she says it was a $100 date. 1149 01:08:27,605 --> 01:08:30,107 When you do make money, do you give it to Munchkin? 1150 01:08:30,191 --> 01:08:32,735 - I give it to Patti. - All of it? 1151 01:08:32,818 --> 01:08:34,195 And Patti gives it to Munchkin. 1152 01:08:34,278 --> 01:08:36,238 And you haven't got nothing out of it, huh? 1153 01:08:37,615 --> 01:08:41,035 Me and Patti are both mad right now, because Munchkin's sending us out here. 1154 01:08:41,118 --> 01:08:44,747 He's sending both of us out here to fucking get him a suit. 1155 01:08:44,830 --> 01:08:47,708 All he wants is a whole bunch of clothes and shit. 1156 01:08:47,792 --> 01:08:50,669 Get this. Patti hasn't pulled any dates today at all. 1157 01:08:50,753 --> 01:08:52,421 - And you have? - I did two. 1158 01:08:52,505 --> 01:08:54,632 Forty bucks each. 1159 01:08:54,715 --> 01:08:56,801 No, you don't know what I'm doing, man. 1160 01:08:56,884 --> 01:08:59,637 - I don't like the shit that you think. - Neither do I. 1161 01:08:59,720 --> 01:09:01,096 Doesn't make me happy. 1162 01:09:01,180 --> 01:09:04,308 That's why I walked by without even talking to you. 1163 01:09:04,391 --> 01:09:06,911 For the simple reason that that's what I thought you were doing. 1164 01:09:06,977 --> 01:09:10,272 But I ain't. I don't do that kind of shit. I told you. 1165 01:09:10,356 --> 01:09:13,442 - Then what you doing just sittin' there? - I'm talking! 1166 01:09:13,526 --> 01:09:17,446 All he does is fuckin' shoot the shit up his damn arm, man. 1167 01:09:17,530 --> 01:09:20,241 Well, I told her, I said, "Hey, I can't handle this. 1168 01:09:20,324 --> 01:09:22,243 I'm gonna take off and shit." 1169 01:09:22,326 --> 01:09:24,829 Last night, she says, "You ain't going nowhere." 1170 01:09:24,912 --> 01:09:26,705 And I said, "Yes, I am." 1171 01:09:26,789 --> 01:09:29,750 This morning she was talking all this shit about 1172 01:09:29,834 --> 01:09:33,546 how she was gonna sock me if I even tried to go up there and stuff. 1173 01:09:33,629 --> 01:09:36,298 I mean, I was just tripping out. 1174 01:09:36,382 --> 01:09:40,344 How the hell can these people just think they own me and shit? 1175 01:09:40,427 --> 01:09:41,428 Nobody does. 1176 01:09:41,512 --> 01:09:44,056 You end up with the wrong people down here, it's just -. 1177 01:09:44,139 --> 01:09:46,559 You wanna know who set me up with the wrong people? 1178 01:09:46,642 --> 01:09:49,311 - Who? - A person by the name of Shadow. 1179 01:09:52,523 --> 01:09:54,567 You changed too. 1180 01:09:54,650 --> 01:09:56,819 When I first ran into you, you were real sweet. 1181 01:09:56,902 --> 01:09:59,321 - I still am. I still am. - Oh, yeah, uh-huh. 1182 01:09:59,405 --> 01:10:02,116 When you ended up at George's, you were a real pain in the ass. 1183 01:10:02,199 --> 01:10:03,534 Now you're even worse. 1184 01:10:03,617 --> 01:10:06,495 I was a real pain in the ass because you fucking bullshitted me. 1185 01:10:06,579 --> 01:10:10,040 - You don't bullshit with me! - But I keep wanting to. I don't know why. 1186 01:10:10,124 --> 01:10:12,835 Probably because I like you. 1187 01:10:12,918 --> 01:10:15,337 - Drop that cigarette. - It's not done. 1188 01:10:17,715 --> 01:10:19,466 Now it's done. 1189 01:10:38,319 --> 01:10:41,947 I like a lot of the girls on the street. 1190 01:10:42,031 --> 01:10:44,199 Tiny, I like her especially. 1191 01:10:44,283 --> 01:10:45,868 She's a sweet girl. 1192 01:10:47,494 --> 01:10:48,829 You're a surprise. 1193 01:10:49,538 --> 01:10:51,040 Wanna go swimming? 1194 01:10:51,123 --> 01:10:54,376 You think I'm crazy or something? 1195 01:10:55,169 --> 01:10:57,338 Right. Let's just jump in. 1196 01:10:57,421 --> 01:10:58,505 All right. 1197 01:11:14,313 --> 01:11:17,524 How about a back flip? 1198 01:11:23,989 --> 01:11:26,825 The reason why I think Rat is cute, 1199 01:11:26,909 --> 01:11:31,288 and the reason why I love him so much, is because he's got pretty eyes. 1200 01:11:31,372 --> 01:11:34,708 I think they're brown or blue. One or the other. 1201 01:11:51,141 --> 01:11:54,770 I gotta go back to school someday. 1202 01:11:54,853 --> 01:11:59,316 'Cause I need a diploma so I can get into the air force. 1203 01:11:59,400 --> 01:12:03,654 But right now, the open road, USA, is for me. 1204 01:12:03,737 --> 01:12:06,156 Check you out. 1205 01:12:07,032 --> 01:12:10,077 I didn't talk to her much about her being a prostitute. 1206 01:12:10,160 --> 01:12:13,539 She hadn't done it that often from what she told me. 1207 01:12:16,083 --> 01:12:19,628 Now where's my kiss, honey-bunch? 1208 01:12:19,712 --> 01:12:21,422 Not with braces. 1209 01:12:30,472 --> 01:12:32,599 Okay, Dewayne, right in here. 1210 01:12:32,683 --> 01:12:34,435 There we go. 1211 01:12:39,064 --> 01:12:41,275 I'm the smallest guy in the unit. 1212 01:12:41,358 --> 01:12:44,570 Are you? Yeah, for a while I thought maybe you'd be in the other unit. 1213 01:12:44,653 --> 01:12:46,572 Junior boys? Nah, 'cause of my age. 1214 01:12:46,655 --> 01:12:50,200 - So when will I be released? - Okay, now here's the deal. 1215 01:12:50,284 --> 01:12:55,289 Um, I got a phone call from Kim yesterday, and I wasn't in. 1216 01:12:55,372 --> 01:12:57,082 Then I phoned Kim this morning 1217 01:12:57,166 --> 01:12:59,752 'cause I need to talk to her before you get out of here. 1218 01:12:59,835 --> 01:13:02,838 They won't tell us nothing unless we are his parents 1219 01:13:02,921 --> 01:13:07,342 or got a piece of paper that says I'm his legal guardian, and I'm not. 1220 01:13:07,426 --> 01:13:09,654 Do you understand what I'm saying? I am not his legal guardian. 1221 01:13:09,678 --> 01:13:11,346 No, I don't understand. 1222 01:13:11,430 --> 01:13:13,390 I'm temporary guardian. 1223 01:13:13,474 --> 01:13:15,809 No - Fuck that pig. 1224 01:13:15,893 --> 01:13:19,104 So all I can do is just keep trying. 1225 01:13:19,188 --> 01:13:21,857 And as soon as I get a hold of her, 1226 01:13:21,940 --> 01:13:25,110 I've given permission for her to come down and get you. 1227 01:13:25,194 --> 01:13:28,405 The court worker signed the papers so she can get you out of here. 1228 01:13:28,489 --> 01:13:30,824 What do you want me to do? I'll do it! 1229 01:13:30,908 --> 01:13:34,787 I'll go down there and waste some time and not find out where the fuck he's at. 1230 01:13:34,870 --> 01:13:36,872 Just shut up, man. 1231 01:13:36,955 --> 01:13:40,542 Kim, with that new baby, she doesn't need any of these problems. 1232 01:13:40,626 --> 01:13:43,962 You're in a really touchy situation anyway, right? 1233 01:13:44,046 --> 01:13:49,009 You're living with an 18-year-old who used to be real active on the streets herself. 1234 01:13:49,093 --> 01:13:51,553 - Kim's 20. - Is she 20 now? Okay. 1235 01:13:51,637 --> 01:13:53,514 Legally, she's not a foster parent. 1236 01:13:53,597 --> 01:13:57,351 - Well, then give me his phone number! - Go look in the phone book. 1237 01:13:57,434 --> 01:14:00,354 - Under "Jerry Esterly"? - No, under juvenile parole services. 1238 01:14:00,437 --> 01:14:05,400 They're closed, Steve. It's 5-fucking-15 in the fucking afternoon! 1239 01:14:05,484 --> 01:14:08,946 I think it's really good. You guys are working out like a family. 1240 01:14:09,029 --> 01:14:11,073 And I think it's a good arrangement for you. 1241 01:14:11,156 --> 01:14:15,953 But I don't want you getting busted and messing that up. Okay? 1242 01:14:16,036 --> 01:14:20,249 Right now, you're charged with selling pot. 1243 01:14:20,332 --> 01:14:22,209 So as far as you staying away from downtown, 1244 01:14:22,292 --> 01:14:24,878 I don't care whether you stay away from downtown or not. 1245 01:14:24,962 --> 01:14:26,630 You've got a lot of friends down there. 1246 01:14:26,713 --> 01:14:30,259 I think that you have to use your own judgment on that. 1247 01:14:30,342 --> 01:14:31,844 - Yep. - Okay? 1248 01:14:31,927 --> 01:14:34,763 Uh, you know the things you'd better not be doing downtown. 1249 01:14:34,847 --> 01:14:36,849 - Yeah. - The police, everybody knows you there. 1250 01:14:36,932 --> 01:14:37,933 - Yeah. - Okay? 1251 01:14:38,016 --> 01:14:41,395 If you're dealing dope, they're gonna bust you again. 1252 01:14:41,478 --> 01:14:42,771 And if you get busted again, 1253 01:14:42,855 --> 01:14:45,482 then you're not gonna get out of here until after your hearing. 1254 01:14:57,494 --> 01:14:58,954 She'll start talking about, 1255 01:14:59,037 --> 01:15:01,665 "Oh, I wanna have a kid," and all this shit. 1256 01:15:01,748 --> 01:15:05,335 She just wants to get too serious at too young of an age. 1257 01:15:07,004 --> 01:15:08,547 She's only 14 years old, 1258 01:15:08,630 --> 01:15:11,175 and she makes it sound like she's ready to get married. 1259 01:15:11,258 --> 01:15:14,928 - Well, then don't leave. - I got to. 1260 01:15:15,012 --> 01:15:16,013 No, you don't. 1261 01:15:16,096 --> 01:15:19,016 Yeah, I gotta get Mike out of juvenile hall. 1262 01:15:19,099 --> 01:15:20,100 Why? 1263 01:15:20,184 --> 01:15:23,270 'Cause I can't have my best friend locked up. 1264 01:15:23,353 --> 01:15:25,564 Gotta go break him out. 1265 01:15:25,647 --> 01:15:28,358 Check you out. 1266 01:15:30,944 --> 01:15:33,113 I'm serious. I'm gonna go break him out. 1267 01:15:33,197 --> 01:15:35,407 Then we're gonna go to Florida. 1268 01:15:35,490 --> 01:15:37,910 And what if you get caught? 1269 01:15:38,660 --> 01:15:42,164 Oh, well. I'll still be with him. 1270 01:15:42,247 --> 01:15:45,083 They'll throw me in jail right along with him. 1271 01:15:47,628 --> 01:15:51,506 Women are a pain in the ass on the road. 1272 01:15:55,385 --> 01:15:56,803 Come here. 1273 01:16:00,390 --> 01:16:02,935 I can't stand watching you and that dog. 1274 01:16:03,018 --> 01:16:05,145 Shit. 1275 01:16:05,229 --> 01:16:07,105 Puppas! 1276 01:16:12,110 --> 01:16:14,279 - Throw that thing out the window. - Uh-uh. 1277 01:16:14,363 --> 01:16:16,490 Ugly. 1278 01:16:16,573 --> 01:16:19,910 Aw, man. Shit. 1279 01:16:49,731 --> 01:16:51,960 He'll be with you soon. Then we're gonna leave you alone. 1280 01:16:51,984 --> 01:16:53,704 We're not even going to talk to you no more. 1281 01:16:53,777 --> 01:16:55,988 I don't want you guys to be mad at me. 1282 01:16:56,071 --> 01:16:59,116 - Who's gonna be mad? - Fuck you, Diane. 1283 01:16:59,199 --> 01:17:00,367 I wouldn't want you to. 1284 01:17:00,450 --> 01:17:02,327 I wouldn't want him to with you either. 1285 01:17:10,002 --> 01:17:11,336 Somebody's watching. 1286 01:17:13,422 --> 01:17:15,590 She's going to kidnap me tonight and take me home. 1287 01:17:15,674 --> 01:17:17,968 - Bullshit. - Yeah, she is. 1288 01:17:18,051 --> 01:17:20,637 - You gettin' a new family. - Bullshit. 1289 01:17:21,555 --> 01:17:25,142 - Go ahead and go with her. - Why do you say that? 1290 01:17:25,225 --> 01:17:27,728 Because if you want to, go ahead. 1291 01:17:27,811 --> 01:17:29,438 Doesn't matter to me. 1292 01:17:41,491 --> 01:17:43,910 - Aha, I found it. - Oh, you did. 1293 01:17:45,537 --> 01:17:49,124 We got in a fight. She was drunk that night. 1294 01:17:49,207 --> 01:17:52,210 Mama, go away. 1295 01:17:52,294 --> 01:17:54,230 She was slapping on me and I was slapping back on her 1296 01:17:54,254 --> 01:17:56,465 'cause she hit me and I hit her back. 1297 01:17:56,548 --> 01:17:58,675 The masterpiece. 1298 01:18:01,178 --> 01:18:03,764 The next day, she felt really bad. 1299 01:18:05,724 --> 01:18:07,642 Finally, one day, I woke up and said, 1300 01:18:07,726 --> 01:18:10,062 "I'm an alcoholic. I'd better do something about it." 1301 01:18:10,145 --> 01:18:13,398 - You coming? - Yeah, I'm a-coming, I'm a-coming. 1302 01:18:15,442 --> 01:18:17,778 - Goodbye, Mama. - Goodbye, honey. I love you. 1303 01:18:17,861 --> 01:18:19,780 - I love you too. - I'll be back. 1304 01:18:46,848 --> 01:18:48,642 No fucking walls or anything. 1305 01:18:48,725 --> 01:18:51,144 You got one little stair into the bedroom. 1306 01:18:51,228 --> 01:18:54,356 And you can look over to see there's a whole room in the front. 1307 01:18:54,439 --> 01:18:58,652 Then it has a bathroom, right? It has fucking see-through curtains. 1308 01:18:58,735 --> 01:19:01,071 Jumped out the car and went "Pow!" 1309 01:19:01,154 --> 01:19:02,739 What's your name? 1310 01:19:03,573 --> 01:19:05,409 Did somebody hurt you? 1311 01:19:05,492 --> 01:19:07,077 What did they do to you? 1312 01:19:07,160 --> 01:19:10,330 Hey, really, I won't hurt you. See? I'm not... 1313 01:19:10,414 --> 01:19:14,209 - Looks like her jaw is broke. - Her jaw is broken? 1314 01:19:14,292 --> 01:19:18,171 She's been banging her head on the wall. Her eyes are rolling. 1315 01:19:18,255 --> 01:19:20,632 - What has she been taking? - I don't know. 1316 01:19:20,715 --> 01:19:22,595 - Open your eyes. - Her tongue was sticking out. 1317 01:19:22,634 --> 01:19:25,929 Come on now. We're here to help you. I want to look at your eyes for a second. 1318 01:19:26,012 --> 01:19:28,682 Think somebody assaulted her, to tell you the truth. 1319 01:19:28,765 --> 01:19:31,309 - Does anybody know her here? - She take any medications? 1320 01:19:54,207 --> 01:19:56,877 You have a half an hour for visiting. 1321 01:19:56,960 --> 01:19:58,503 A half hour? 1322 01:20:01,047 --> 01:20:04,676 - You're stupid! - I am not. It wasn't my fault. 1323 01:20:04,759 --> 01:20:07,762 Well, if you wouldn't have been in that next room, 1324 01:20:07,846 --> 01:20:10,348 hanging your fucking head out the window, yelling, 1325 01:20:10,432 --> 01:20:14,686 "Hey, guys, I'm over here! Look! What you doing?" 1326 01:20:14,769 --> 01:20:16,646 I didn't say that! 1327 01:20:16,730 --> 01:20:19,733 Sitting there halfway out the window, talking to 'em. 1328 01:20:19,816 --> 01:20:23,028 Can't ever keep your fucking head in, can you? 1329 01:20:23,111 --> 01:20:26,031 Like Brian says, "You can take the ho off the street, 1330 01:20:26,114 --> 01:20:29,159 but you can't take the street off the ho." 1331 01:20:33,955 --> 01:20:37,459 Oh, well. I guess it don't matter to me. I didn't get arrested. 1332 01:20:37,542 --> 01:20:40,253 You're lucky. You're real lucky. 1333 01:20:40,337 --> 01:20:43,256 Just gotta stay one step ahead. 1334 01:20:43,340 --> 01:20:47,260 - You left me there! - That's right. I sure did. 1335 01:20:47,344 --> 01:20:48,553 It wasn't my fault. 1336 01:20:48,637 --> 01:20:50,555 You didn't say, "Hey, Rat, where are you going? 1337 01:20:50,639 --> 01:20:52,057 Hey, Rat, take me with you." 1338 01:20:52,140 --> 01:20:55,894 I would've never got caught. I wouldn't be in here till Monday. 1339 01:20:55,977 --> 01:20:57,729 I'll be gone by Monday. 1340 01:20:57,812 --> 01:21:01,608 I don't want you to leave. Why can't you leave till next Sunday? 1341 01:21:01,691 --> 01:21:05,153 'Cause I got places to go and things to do. 1342 01:21:05,237 --> 01:21:08,406 Wait till next Sunday. Come on. 1343 01:21:08,490 --> 01:21:12,035 This is the last time you guys get to see me. Or you. 1344 01:21:12,118 --> 01:21:13,370 Oh, well. 1345 01:21:13,453 --> 01:21:17,249 You missed a good fight there tonight. Lulu kicked this one whore's ass. 1346 01:21:18,250 --> 01:21:22,170 She said, "You bitch," and she fucking smacked her right in the face. 1347 01:21:22,254 --> 01:21:24,965 You know, she didn't smack her. She punched her. 1348 01:21:25,048 --> 01:21:29,636 Broad fell down, jumped up and just took off running all the way up to Pike -. 1349 01:21:29,719 --> 01:21:31,638 Who was this girl? 1350 01:21:31,721 --> 01:21:35,183 She's sort of tall. She's real skinny, like you. 1351 01:21:35,267 --> 01:21:39,521 And she's got real dark, short hair, black hair. 1352 01:21:40,647 --> 01:21:43,233 I'd show her to you, but you ain't getting out till Monday, 1353 01:21:43,316 --> 01:21:45,485 and I'm leaving Sunday. 1354 01:21:45,569 --> 01:21:47,487 - Why? - Why? 1355 01:21:47,571 --> 01:21:49,451 Why do you have to leave a day before I get out? 1356 01:21:49,531 --> 01:21:53,994 Why? Because Monday, Mike gets out. Gonna break him out Monday. 1357 01:21:54,077 --> 01:21:56,705 Thump! Take their cuff keys. 1358 01:21:56,788 --> 01:22:02,544 Open the door, take Mike's cuffs off, and off to Alaska we go. That simple. 1359 01:22:02,627 --> 01:22:05,422 Maybe we'll stop through here and pick you up. 1360 01:22:05,505 --> 01:22:07,841 - Maybe? - Doubt it. 1361 01:22:08,758 --> 01:22:10,802 I doubt it, but maybe. 1362 01:22:13,555 --> 01:22:16,099 Oh, well. So long. 1363 01:22:26,359 --> 01:22:29,237 Tiny. 1364 01:22:29,321 --> 01:22:31,698 Hey, Tiny. 1365 01:22:32,616 --> 01:22:34,784 What's the matter? 1366 01:22:37,704 --> 01:22:39,664 - What's the matter? - Nothing. 1367 01:22:39,748 --> 01:22:41,291 Then why you crying? 1368 01:22:44,377 --> 01:22:46,463 If nothing's the matter, why are you crying? 1369 01:22:46,546 --> 01:22:49,215 You should have figured it out by now. 1370 01:22:52,594 --> 01:22:55,013 Well, I gotta go. 1371 01:22:55,096 --> 01:22:56,473 Go, then. 1372 01:22:58,850 --> 01:23:01,102 Don't I at least get a hug goodbye? 1373 01:24:41,202 --> 01:24:45,874 I-I found out in the morning that, uh, there'd been a suicide. 1374 01:24:45,957 --> 01:24:49,586 Uh, I didn't know who it was, and I didn't think of Dewayne, 1375 01:24:49,669 --> 01:24:52,338 even though I knew he was in that institution. 1376 01:24:52,422 --> 01:24:55,759 Dewayne, um, hung himself. 1377 01:24:55,842 --> 01:24:59,596 The one thing that Dewayne wanted was - was a family. 1378 01:24:59,679 --> 01:25:04,642 And he wanted to grow up as, uh, what he saw as just a regular kid. 1379 01:25:04,726 --> 01:25:07,395 I think that he sort of had that dream of, 1380 01:25:07,479 --> 01:25:11,316 uh, a mother and a father and a house in the country, 1381 01:25:11,399 --> 01:25:15,195 and maybe a horse or a bicycle to ride on. 1382 01:25:15,278 --> 01:25:18,448 He just wanted what every kid has a right to have, I think. 1383 01:25:21,409 --> 01:25:26,456 At the funeral home, there was his father. 1384 01:25:26,539 --> 01:25:31,836 There were guards, prison guards, because of his dad's status. 1385 01:25:31,920 --> 01:25:33,546 Three other people. 1386 01:25:34,923 --> 01:25:39,886 Uh, all three who worked with Dewayne in one way or another 1387 01:25:39,969 --> 01:25:42,472 as part of the social service agencies. 1388 01:25:42,555 --> 01:25:43,807 And that was it. 1389 01:25:43,890 --> 01:25:47,477 So it was pretty much as his life has been. 1390 01:25:47,560 --> 01:25:52,565 It was a pretty lonely, pretty skimpy affair. 1391 01:25:54,275 --> 01:25:57,445 Lord, in our lives, we are often confused, 1392 01:25:57,529 --> 01:25:59,239 and we often ask, "Why?" 1393 01:26:01,032 --> 01:26:05,620 But it is times like these when our "Why?" becomes our strongest cry. 1394 01:26:08,581 --> 01:26:12,502 Get a girlfriend, have a house or a car or something. 1395 01:26:12,585 --> 01:26:14,629 Have a little money in the bank, get a job. 1396 01:26:14,712 --> 01:26:16,589 That's what I expect out of life. 1397 01:26:17,507 --> 01:26:18,758 Not much. 1398 01:26:22,971 --> 01:26:24,597 I love you. 1399 01:26:25,723 --> 01:26:27,100 And I'm sorry. 1400 01:26:28,476 --> 01:26:30,603 But I'll see you. 1401 01:26:30,687 --> 01:26:34,607 It's my understanding Dewayne will be cremated 1402 01:26:34,691 --> 01:26:38,403 and his ashes spread out on Puget Sound. 1403 01:26:39,821 --> 01:26:43,575 Dewayne was a - a street kid. 1404 01:26:43,658 --> 01:26:45,827 Dewayne drifted all his life. 1405 01:26:45,910 --> 01:26:50,498 And, uh, it - it seemed better for me 1406 01:26:50,582 --> 01:26:55,086 than putting him in a hole in the ground in a box where he's gotta be there. 1407 01:26:55,169 --> 01:26:57,380 Um, he's free. 1408 01:26:57,463 --> 01:27:00,091 He's never been that way before.